Happy... OK forget everything to be happy :)

May 29, 2010 03:15




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HAPPY 11TH ANNIVERSARY UCHI HIROKI

I swear that May is always one of the months I wait most in a year. I swear one more time that it's not because my birthday is in May "__"  I never expect my birthday every year. Somehow I feel that it has nothing special, just a normal day. I think only the day I was born in 22 years ago is special LOL But no matter what I say, I want to thank all my friends, who congratulated me by your entries in lj, by messages to me, by gifts to me etc. Oh, and now I realize that day can be special because of your care ♥ Thanks all my dears!!!

Now back to the topic ! I wait for May, because in 9th I can say "Happy birthday" to Yoko, in 16th I can say "Happy birthday" to Tacchon, and in 29th I can say "Happy anniversary" to my Hiroki. But this year, it seems that May has come and given me a lot of harshness!

2 days before my birthday, I heard the news about Yoko's mother! And this reason made me much more feel no interested in my birthday ~

4 days before Hiroki's anniversary, I received from school the schedule of 2 most important events in my studen life: Graduated exam in 30th, and giving a lecture of my thesis in 31th @_@  Everything came repeatedly. I felt as if my head could explode. I need to throw all of it into my head by the end of this week.

And yesterday, I finished all the presents to celebrate Hiroki's day (finally =_=). While I was very eager to post it + prepare for a little party for 29th May in a little shop with best friends, I received the news of my brother's accident T_T ( He broke his arm but thanks God, nothing more serious happened T_T ). (Not metioned that I cried for a stupid reason before I got the news of my brother )

I have a crazy week or everything wants to provoke me "__" At this time, I felt exhausted! Really exhausted!! 
But 3 days later, everything will be settled! No matter what happens, 3 days later I will finish my student life! And my matching for internship is making good progress :) 
Keep reaching to rainbow-colored sky *reminds me of a song I never stop loving* ♥ 

And now, it's Hiroki's turn :)

I want to wish you all the best things! But what are the best things to you? I don't know. I do not stay beside you and I'm just a person living too far from you to undertand what you need, what you want, and what you think of the best things at this time! (Somehow I feel that my wish for you is so vapid ~ Sorry! )
You're just a guy I never meet, never talk.  Sometimes, you're really not as smart as some guys I met in my real life. But in my heart, you keep a special place.

Thanks to you, I have got a lof of lessons.
You taught me to stand up after falling. You showed me how to hope even in the darkest situation. You helped me love Japan more and also helped me be better at Japanese ^_^ You made me realize how the happy feeling was when people could devote to something important to them. You gave me smile when I saw your face in a magazine, in a clip. You also gave me tears in some sad moments but I believe I never feel regretful.
Thanks to you, I received a lot :)
I dont know when I will stop loving you. 1 year later, 2 years later, 5 years later... Or maybe tomorrow if I suddenly find my true love in real life lol But at least, I know that at this time I still love you ^_^ And I wont hasten to think about what will happen next ^_^

Happy 11th anniversary Hiroki!
I want to tell you one thing (though surely you cant hear cant read it).
No matter what you do, no matter where you go, (even no matter what you are forced to do), I will always support you.
I used to say it and now I say again. Because more than ever, at this moment I truly understand the meaning of it :)

Here, this present and this present I made with my good friends for you ^_^ Enjoy them! Oh sorry, let your fans enjoy them LOL And tomorrow I will stay at home to take care of my bro instead of going out with friends to eat a cake to celebrate your day! Sorry ne Hiroki ^_^

kitkit, my uchi

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