ice ice baby

[myka_rae]

lately when i hang out with people i find myself focusing on things like salt grains on a table or the cars passing behind someone's head
never really focusing on what is going on or "interacting"
one day she will go
since i've got the apartment i think i am going to start staying there
its a place to go
and no one's there
one day she will go
i told you so
my skin itches from the sun
its something that's making me smile right now
the other day when i was at the apartment it felt like home...ya know like it had the potential to be a place i could make my own. 
i'm really looking forward to it
the other day i took a bunch of boxes over there with dion
afterwards we just sat in the livingroom on some old abandoned furniture. 
oh i scored a cool couch that's going to go into my room eeek i'm excited about that. 
i just have to get the rest of it from downstairs. 
its dusty and probably has a whole colony of dust mites in it but i plan to clean it and what not
i'm going to paint once my mom gets up here-she's going to help me decide on a final color
this summer is going to be very busy and i am looking forward to every second of it