out of hand

[myjokesmakeucry]

sometimes things get out of hand
some nights are made to not have tomorrows
but of course what happens
tomorrow comes anyway.

so another year is ending
its been a mediocre one at best
made friends
made mistakes
came to peace with certain things
let go
got over
received good news
received bad news

i have some favorite albums this year

john ralston-sorry vampire
band of horses-cease to begin
jimmy eat world-chase this light

i have not fallen in love or been in love at all this year
its better than a year of loving someone whos not there and who you know in your heart of hearts is so totally wrong for you and not even the kind of person you want to spend a day with.

i like my job
there are better jobs out there
i wish they had something here like the motown night they do at ibar in orlando, i know they have a soul night at the orphuem but i guarantee its not as fun as the one i went to last night.

at least there is music
at least there are movies
there needs to be more nights of board games

new monk this friday

oh and finally
i'm really sorry
didnt mean for things to get out of hand