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[myinvisbletears]

i have this tingly feeling in my tummy, a feeling that a can not get read of, but it is a good feeling. A feeling that i have had only once. Its a feeling that i really like somebody, i mean REALLY like somebody. Its not just a stupid little crush, its me really liking somebody. Of course whenever i start to really like someone, it goes down the drain. Whatever, i just have to roll with it and whatever happens-happens :-D Im a little upset at somebody because i am trying to really nice, im afraid to wave at her because she probably wont wave back, and if she did it would be becasue she doesnt wanna be mean. I mean we used to be BEST FRIENDS or at least she used to be mine. I guess she just got tired of me or something, but i hope that we will be back to best friends soon, because i miss her, she was the only one i could run to and be like "OH MY GOSH GUESS WHAT?" and she wouldnt say anything and she would act like it was the best news in the world, even though it probably wasnt that exciting to her. She was awesome...i miss you...

Anywhoo, tomorrrow should be excellent, thursday should be EVEN BETTER ;-)

now for a little dinner, a little american idol, and a whole lot of sleepiong...