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down down down down...down down down down....i feel like im falling and i cant stop i just keep going down and cant get back up. I feel like my life is almost over i dont no how i feel actually, just messed up i guess. cant wait till my sister gets home...weather im mad at her or not, she always knows how to cheer me up...i miss her to bad she is in another country..i hope she is ok :/