I think my mother needs to go **** herself!!
This weekend went ok but i was still really depessed. I guess it was because of the fact my step dad could come home at anytime and go all crazy on us. And probably because I knew I couldnt see Bryce at all this weekend. :( But thats ok, nothing happend this weekend except my mother kept running off to AA meetings and I had to watch my bratty sister and brother. And I had to deal with my lazy ass sister, but she wasnt too bad.
For mother's day i made her dinner and bought her 2 candles, an anklet, and nail polish, oh and a card. I guess she liked it. I still dont know if she deserved it. I like buying things for other people, so i didnt have a problem, but...you know how my mother is...i dont like the way she treats me. OH...and when i went with monica to go shopping for stuff for dinner for her, she ,my mother, started crying because "stuart didnt even call me and wish me a happy mothers day, and he left me with his kids and I have to take care of them...boo hoo, blah blah..." GOd, all that women thinks about is herself and she thinks the world revolves around her. Arg...Shes one of the laziest bitches I know and I wish she would grow-up. Does she know what I go through dealing with her? If she only knew how much fucking pain she put me through... I hear her yelling at night when im trying to go to sleep. *sigh* I will never understand that women or what she's done to me. Arg im so upset right now!!!
For mother's day i made her dinner and bought her 2 candles, an anklet, and nail polish, oh and a card. I guess she liked it. I still dont know if she deserved it. I like buying things for other people, so i didnt have a problem, but...you know how my mother is...i dont like the way she treats me. OH...and when i went with monica to go shopping for stuff for dinner for her, she ,my mother, started crying because "stuart didnt even call me and wish me a happy mothers day, and he left me with his kids and I have to take care of them...boo hoo, blah blah..." GOd, all that women thinks about is herself and she thinks the world revolves around her. Arg...Shes one of the laziest bitches I know and I wish she would grow-up. Does she know what I go through dealing with her? If she only knew how much fucking pain she put me through... I hear her yelling at night when im trying to go to sleep. *sigh* I will never understand that women or what she's done to me. Arg im so upset right now!!!