Apr 17, 2006 21:58
i can't believe what is going on right now. i feel betrayed and alone. why am i being attacked yet again!? what did i do to ANYONE to be treated like such shit? I HAVE NEVER BEEN SOOOOO READY FOR COLLEGE IN MY LIFE. Get me the FUCK out of this fucking hell hole! I won't miss any of this.
I now have to let down the one person i promised i never ever would. she has been there for me through EVERYTHING and I have to shoot it to hell so i can do my job (making other people happy). how the fuck do i always get myself into this shit??? I'm sorry and i love you more than annnnnnnyone ive ever known and if you ever read this you are my best friend in the entire world. I can't believe im doing this....
If anyone needs to take their anger out on someone stop by, free shots for everyone! i'm fucking used to it... fuck everyone.