Feb 08, 2004 01:59
Okay, well I updated this thing a while back and deleted the entry for personal reasons, but I've FINALLY got a few minutes to type out whats been going on in my life, before I head off to bed. Life...could not be better right now. 100% happiness is coming back to me...that one empty place in my heart is day by day beginning to be filled...that piece of me that missed relationships is being nurtured by one of the most beautiful girl i've ever got to know. Yep...thats right, Matt finally decided to dive back into the relationship pool and take another go at it because this opportunity was to great to pass up. So lately, Jessie and myself have been hanging around together and with our friends and having one hell of a time. I feel the most comfortable with her than I have in a long time, but we're taking things day by day...one baby step at a time and right now, things look excellent. Everytime after I have to leave her presence...I can still feel the softness of her hand on mine...pretty great thing.
BUTTTTTTTTTtttttt other than the relationship factor...school is definately back into full ass swing again and it stinks like dirty baby diapers. Not as bad as last semester, but its still college. Speaking of which, I have an exam Monday that I just took a practice exam for...made an 86 on it and I haven't even studied AT ALL...its pretty much common sense though, so I'm not too terribely worried about it, although I'll be studying a lil tonight, a lil tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow...me, muh jessie, and our best buddies kyle and carli, are goin to a play thing in Danville tomorrow :). Honestly...I don't remember the last time my life was this great though...everything is on a major upswing right now. Great friends (more like family to me), great girlfriend to spend time with...I couldn't ask for much more right now though, because that would be being greedy lol. One strange thing though...about a month ago one of my best friends told me she thought soon I'd be in a relationship and i was like "uhhh wtf makes you say that"...well low and behold lol...here I am in one. Now, even though most people are really happy for me and jessie, there are those few outliers that think different and to those ppl I say we are happy, mind ur own friggen business!!!! :P
Okay yea...so that whole entry turned into an in depth thing of my new relationship. Right now I'm very happy...and it was made possible by all of my friends...and that one beautiful girl right now...thank you...all of you, and you know who you are :).
Oh yah, to those of you who it matters to...a few weeks ago I got named the Co-Manager of Lunacy Driven....who woulda thought i'd be the Co-Manager of one of my favorite bands haha.