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yesterday, a whole big group of us hung out. it was danny, casey, stephen, billy, kiel, matt, amber, brad, justin, and myself. i had so much fun. really..it was a great time. we all just sort of killed time riding around in the back of stephen's van for most of the afternoon and then i dropped casey off at home and went out to pappy's with everyone else to watch danny, kiel, brad, and stephen play. they played fairly well..there wasn't anyone there though..and pappy's didnt' even know that a band was supposed to play tonight. afterwards, we all went to white castle and ate..then we went up to the witch's castle in utica..it was creepy..that place justgives me bad feelings. then we went back to danny's house and brad and amber took off..and danny, billy, and kiel went to bed. justin, stephen, matt and i stood outside for a little while talking..then stephen went home and matt and i took justin home. then we went back to new albany and went to park and stayed there until 8:30 this morning. i like him a lot. yay! i'm happy!
i just found out that my room mate applied for a new room. i'm really hurt. i mean, i understand and everything..but..still..it hurts my feelings. so i'll be living by myself for the rest of the year. great..another situation for me to feel secluded at this school. god. i like the whole concept of college..like, the classes and being on my own..but i really don't want to do it. so i'm considering, after this year, dropping out of school for a little bit and taking like a full time job and earning some money. i just found out that in the past 3 weeks, i have managed to spend $900. wow. i have money problems. fuck. i don't even want to wait till the end of this year. i want to drop out now. i'm not really sure if these feelings are that legitimate because i haven't taken my medicine in like 3 weeks. i keep forgetting.
well, billy and kiel are on their way over to get billy's sweatshirt..and billy and i need to "talk". at least, that's what he says. i'm not really looking forward to it..it doesn't sound good.
*maggie
..but you're still beautiful..
i just found out that my room mate applied for a new room. i'm really hurt. i mean, i understand and everything..but..still..it hurts my feelings. so i'll be living by myself for the rest of the year. great..another situation for me to feel secluded at this school. god. i like the whole concept of college..like, the classes and being on my own..but i really don't want to do it. so i'm considering, after this year, dropping out of school for a little bit and taking like a full time job and earning some money. i just found out that in the past 3 weeks, i have managed to spend $900. wow. i have money problems. fuck. i don't even want to wait till the end of this year. i want to drop out now. i'm not really sure if these feelings are that legitimate because i haven't taken my medicine in like 3 weeks. i keep forgetting.
well, billy and kiel are on their way over to get billy's sweatshirt..and billy and i need to "talk". at least, that's what he says. i'm not really looking forward to it..it doesn't sound good.
*maggie
..but you're still beautiful..