i hate everything
sounds over dramatic..but that's about how i feel right now. i broke up with jacob..and it was one of the more difficult things i've had to do..but i knew i had to do it. i feel like shit. i can't sleep..i probably won't sleep. there is a show tomorrow..and hopefully an after party. i need to get my mind off of the whole situation. i know that i handled the whole situation badly..and i did it over the phone which was probably the biggest bitch move EVER..but so is finishing the discussion over text messages...no comment.
i had someone call me this evening..they blocked their number..but this was the conversation:
them: maggie? this is ken schultz from WHAS news..
me: what?
them: huh? it's ken schultz..
me:...oh really...
them: yeah. would you like to know the nights top story?
me:..uhhhh...sure?
them: you're a whore. bye.
i cried for like..ever. and now i'm crying again. i'm avoiding relationships forever. i always end up hurting others and myself (even though they deny it..).
i quit.
*maggie
..remember more that you'd like to forget..
i had someone call me this evening..they blocked their number..but this was the conversation:
them: maggie? this is ken schultz from WHAS news..
me: what?
them: huh? it's ken schultz..
me:...oh really...
them: yeah. would you like to know the nights top story?
me:..uhhhh...sure?
them: you're a whore. bye.
i cried for like..ever. and now i'm crying again. i'm avoiding relationships forever. i always end up hurting others and myself (even though they deny it..).
i quit.
*maggie
..remember more that you'd like to forget..