shhhhhh! i'm listening to reason
just woke up... didn't fall asleep until about 8am.
then i had to wake up at 9:15am to call jacob and make sure he was up for work.
yes, i AM a great friend.
so because of me not going to bed until past-dawn, i got to see the sunrise this morning.
actually with my sleeping patterns lately, i could see the sunrise every morning, but this morning i actually looked out the window. it was beautiful. the photo is on myspace.
yeah so i just typed my myspace addy there, and i forgot about oatner. this week i've been fine with not appreciating how the newest ex was acting, but now, i don't know, i miss it? yeah, i think so. no emotions will be poured out over it, however. wasting time on someone you care about when they obviously don't care back is something i'm putting behind me... or at least trying to put behind me. i want so badly to be a fucking bitch, but i don't know if i can cut it. god. fucking. damnit.
and i can't believe i just blogged that. i told myself i never would. fuck. me.
dinner with the parents tonight... i'm still tired and would rather NOT hang out with them, but i need to be a good daughter for a change. i get to pick the place. i would pick outback, but i have already reserved that restaurant as the "dating" restaurant. BAD idea to go there with the parents. so i have no fucking clue where i want to go. maybe i should pick someplace cheap since the parents have forked over so much money to me in the past couple of months. and since they're leaving for california tomorrow, i could be nice and let them keep a little bit of that spending money. afterall, i want a badass souvenir.
then i had to wake up at 9:15am to call jacob and make sure he was up for work.
yes, i AM a great friend.
so because of me not going to bed until past-dawn, i got to see the sunrise this morning.
actually with my sleeping patterns lately, i could see the sunrise every morning, but this morning i actually looked out the window. it was beautiful. the photo is on myspace.
yeah so i just typed my myspace addy there, and i forgot about oatner. this week i've been fine with not appreciating how the newest ex was acting, but now, i don't know, i miss it? yeah, i think so. no emotions will be poured out over it, however. wasting time on someone you care about when they obviously don't care back is something i'm putting behind me... or at least trying to put behind me. i want so badly to be a fucking bitch, but i don't know if i can cut it. god. fucking. damnit.
and i can't believe i just blogged that. i told myself i never would. fuck. me.
dinner with the parents tonight... i'm still tired and would rather NOT hang out with them, but i need to be a good daughter for a change. i get to pick the place. i would pick outback, but i have already reserved that restaurant as the "dating" restaurant. BAD idea to go there with the parents. so i have no fucking clue where i want to go. maybe i should pick someplace cheap since the parents have forked over so much money to me in the past couple of months. and since they're leaving for california tomorrow, i could be nice and let them keep a little bit of that spending money. afterall, i want a badass souvenir.