how was my day you ask...
my day was ok at first but then it got way better!
i have a crush on this kid...and we hung out today...we watched pink floyd the wall and cuddled and had our little tickle fights...it was awesome...he is so short though...which kinda sucks...but i dont care...he's a sweet heart...
but after that which ended around 3:00...after that i went home to my moms...god i hate it over there...but then like an hour later i went back to my dads so yeah...i guess you can say things got better after that...even though i am like bored out of my mind...and when i get this bored i sit here and think about things i shouldnt be thinking about...like...life sucks so why live it...i mean i have my emotional moments...everybody does...and now i am having one...i mean yeah i have some really shitty problems that i am going through right now, and yeah i know i will get over them...but for now i sit here and i think about them...i mean, i actualy think about cutting myself and shit and think that if i was gone everyones life would be better...but i wont do it...its gay i know...but its just shit i sit here and think about...idk...im only 16 i shouldnt worry about shit like this...well im going to go for the night...goodbye
i have a crush on this kid...and we hung out today...we watched pink floyd the wall and cuddled and had our little tickle fights...it was awesome...he is so short though...which kinda sucks...but i dont care...he's a sweet heart...
but after that which ended around 3:00...after that i went home to my moms...god i hate it over there...but then like an hour later i went back to my dads so yeah...i guess you can say things got better after that...even though i am like bored out of my mind...and when i get this bored i sit here and think about things i shouldnt be thinking about...like...life sucks so why live it...i mean i have my emotional moments...everybody does...and now i am having one...i mean yeah i have some really shitty problems that i am going through right now, and yeah i know i will get over them...but for now i sit here and i think about them...i mean, i actualy think about cutting myself and shit and think that if i was gone everyones life would be better...but i wont do it...its gay i know...but its just shit i sit here and think about...idk...im only 16 i shouldnt worry about shit like this...well im going to go for the night...goodbye