Jun 08, 2005 19:19
you know what? I have cried like all day. I slept for a couple hours and just thought about shit. I wasent gonna say a word to you but i've decided i will. Laurens words were perfect. about what you are but im gonna tell you how much you life is gonna suck and so is hers.
Dear Bob,
I didnt get to know that well, but when i was around you seemed like a nice guy...was i fucking wrong. Not only have you ruined your daughters life..but your sons as well. I hope you know by making this desicon because "shes headed dont thw rong path" she absoutley hates you and NEVER wants to see you again. Do you really like to know that your ONLY daughter cant even look at you anymore becasue she just cant stand you. Your making her move like 3,000 miles away, you think this is gonna help her? Its gonna hurt worse then you ever could hurt her. You couldnt anything worse then making her leave the people that were her true friends behind to go through her SENIOR year and be absoutley fucking miserable along with her friends stuck in craptastic hanover. Oh another thing, we all know havnover isnt this best school, but its a hell of alot better then coughlin, or gar. I dont understand why you think its so horrible..its like we have shooting weekly or we have drug dogs come in and search our stuff( like you think) Our school isnt that bad, yeah some of the teachers arent up to par but we have a wonderful student body who gets along with everyone almost everybpdy is everybody friend and if you think your ruing just her life you runing alot of others as well. what about your mother? She told you ruined her life. Your own mother?!?! I bet that didnt even phase because it seems you know everyone hates you and you dont care. What is grammy suppose to do without lauren? Who is gonna take out her garbage? Who is gonna load the dishwasher. Who is gonna talk to her when she just wants to talk to somebody. So shes right you did ruin the rest of your life, but your daughter has a long way to go yet. Whats gonna happen when she never wants you there for anything thats important in life? Your never gonna see her go to her senior prom ( not like you would have any) Your not gonna see her graduate fucking highschool unless you fly out there which i doubt you will and i doubt shes gonna want you there anyway. What about her wedding i'm sure she dosent want you to walk her down the isle...how does that make you feel? Your own daughter dosent want you to be at her wedding. What about when she has her first kid? I doubt you'll ever see him or her becasue you never saw her growing up so whats the diffrence between her kids. Your gonna miss out on so many things becasue you did this to her. Yopu have no idea how much your causing for everyone, not just her everyone. Me, lauren, and keri, cried for like over 2 hours. We just kept thinking that we hate you and she does to. We have to make this the best 5 days of her life becasue this is the last time were gonna see her for a long time. And its all becasue of you. Lauren enevr deserved any of this shit..no one does. She never did anything wrong..EVER. She never deserved to br grounded for 2 MONTHS and then told she was moving 5 dayd before she was supposed to be ungrounded. We have been wating forever so we could hangout together and have the best summer ever...but you ruined that becasuse your taking her away. Is she that much of prombelm? Can you not handle her anymore? Becasue i think thats what your doing. You just dont want deal with her anymore and your pawning her off to her mother who loves her. And trust her. And cares for her. Something you havent done since you went out with kim. Kelly ruined runined everything i hoipe you relaized that. Becasue lauren loved kim and hates kelly becasue she took you away from her..and its true. Kelly ruined your realtionship with your only FLESH AND BLOOD daughter. Hope your happy you get to have sex instead if having a kid who loves you. I just really hate you. And hate is a very strong word but its true we all hate you and i know you think were "just a bunch of stupid teenagers" but we understand alot more then you think. Shes my BEST FCUKIING FRIEND and your taking her away from me. Shes the one who i go to about everything i NEED her. A nd you dont even care. You dont care about anything but yourself and thats so tragic. Becasue she used to love you. Maybe a part of her still does..i have no idea how though. becasue if i was your daughter i would run away. But she would never do that because she is a good fucking kid unlike what you think. She knows right from wrong. Shes the best one out of all of us. If your worried about anybody worry about me becasue i am the bad influence. Im the one who says fuck alot. I'm the one who was there at megans that night i saw eveything that happend..you wanted know what it was? They layed on a couch togther. Thats it! but apprently she cant even do that. And she regrets it so much becasue she knows it ruined her life and she would take it back in a second. But you dont care about how sorry she was. She just assumed things because of what went on bak in the day. But were diffrent then you were at 17. Understand that. Im not gonna call you an ass or a prick or fuck head. Im just telling you how i feel. And what your doing to yourself and her. And no im done becasue i dont even know what else to say. Read this i hope you do..but if you ever as go and read my IM with again i will sue you for invanison of privacy becasue i am NOT your daughter and would never want to be. If you just gave her a little bit of privacy this could have been prevented but you were a..i dont even know. And watched her eveymove..well now your not even gonna hear her voice for a long time becasue she refuses to speak to you. So i hope your happy. You mad your daughter more miserable than she has ever been in her life and now she hates you. Im glad you got what you wanted.
Love always,
Lauren best friend, brittany ann zink.
P.s im not spell checking becasue i am to angry/upset so fucking deal with it.