Aug 12, 2005 22:16
so i have realized everything i wish for..that i think will make me so much more happy..when i get it, i just fuck it all up.
i suck at being a girlfriend.
i do more things for myself than others.
and i dont think about other peoples feelings.
since ive gone to college..ive realized..i suck kindof.
blah.
summer was wierd..i hope fall will be better..more people will be there..SAM!!, holt, matt, shane..i cant wait to see everyone.
not to mention the staring line and fall out boy on oct. 20th and DEATH CAB on the 30th..
oh my.
i love new york..but i miss everyone back home.
i come back on tuesday and i move back to jax on friday.
wednesday DINNER WITH MY BABYGIRL LAURANE!!! and whitey and kayla and gewn should come too b/c i love and miss you girls..HELLO I HAVE NO ONE TO FREAKIN CIARA DANCE WITH IN NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wonder if anyone reads this..i go on livejournal like once a month..myspace is taking over my life..im not gunna lie.
well for anyone who reads this I LOVE YOU!!!]
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