Man...

[myhopeisfailure]

So I should being doing some homework for my finals tomorrow morning... But I was just talkin to Haley, and we were discussing sad things... And she told me how sad it is to go and look at old Live Journal posts.... Man, it was really really sad... I seriously almost started crying... For anyone who knows me, i dont really cry often... It was intense... It is just weird, to go and look back and see how different things were back... It is werid to think about what if i would have done "This" differently, or "That", how would my life be changed... But to sit and think about stuff like that only makes life worse... I am very happy with where my life is and where its going... However, in a way it seemed like everyone was a little happier then... I dont know... In a year, i will look back on today, and think I was happier back then... Right now life is frustrating me... I cant explain it well, but things make me mad... I am not sure if I should even be mad about them, they are out of my control and dont really have anything directing involving me, but it frustrates me... Life is really weird, i wish that I could understand it better... That must be something that comes with age, figuring things out... Right now i feel like I have not figured anything out... The only thing that I know for sure is that tomorrow things will be different... I dont know, i am rambling... I hate that...

Anyways... If anyone wants to listen to an amazing band... Please go and check out Murder By Death... I am sooo obsessed... I cant stop listening...

I love you all...
Hope that everyone is doing well...
Much love...

♥ Carson ♥