myhollypocket

 in chronological order:

1. steven told me that he thinks im amazing
2. i went to my melanies house and got ready for kathryn's boyfriends birthday party
3. drank drank drank
4. made out with a man named walter, who turns out to be a player. which im actually happy about because i dont have to worry about liking him or keeping up appearances.
5. in the morning ( ... )

being a single mother does not make me a slut. or dumb. or a bad person ( ... )

on monday david and i went to the doctor, and they told me that they wanted me induced by friday. then the doctor looked at me and said "if you dont want to be induced, have sex. lots of sex" i wish he didnt say that. david and i fought half way home, and didnt even speak the other half. i cried in my room when we got home..im not exactly sure why.
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2010-
move out of texas.
be self sufficient.
be okay with being single.
like myself.
have more friends.
save more money.

2011-
try my best to be a good mother.
dont dye/ cut my hair.
be self sufficient.
figure out a way to get rid of stretch marks.
be happier.
be more outdoors.

two sets.

for georgie:
1. changing pad cover
2. pee-tent
3. babyproofing a bookshelf.
4. baby sling
5. mattress cover
6. paper stars for his mobile

christmas ideas/ clothing:
1. flower for your hair.
2. infinity dress
3. diy louboutin heels
4. soda-tab braclets [all my friends are probably going to get one]
5. string-art necklace
6. placemats ( ... )

im never going to let anyone get as close to me as nick did.
never.

george hendrix lloyd tabor?

im giving up.

I just looked at nicks facebook.
Jasmine is beautiful.
Hes happy.

Im ugly and miserable.
And now i feel like crying.

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next five years i plan to:
1. teach">http://www.projects-abroad.org/projects/teaching/thailand/?content=teaching-english-to-18-and-under/#teaching-english-to-18-and-under">teach english to thai children
2. go">http://www.electricdaisycarnival.com/la/">go to EDC. both days
3. http://www.launchphotography.com/Shuttle_Launch_Viewing.html"> watch a ( ... )