Oct 09, 2007 00:36
Finally, both me and Makio came back. I apologize for the sudden disappearance, but we had to come back home for a little while.
My father's health condition has unexpectedly worsened. Actually, I did not know he was sick to begin with, but, since it looks he won't live much longer, I've been called home. It looks like I've been chosen as our family's heir, which means I'll be leading my family business when he die.
...Not like this was a surprise at all. I already knew it was going to happen, though I didn't expect it so suddenly. I don't think I'm going to go back to Tokyo anytime soon, even if he die. I've got better things to take care of, right now *sigh*.
I was worried about Makio, but he did well. He wasn't invited, actually, and my family was surprised I bring him too. Actually, they didn't know he had recovered from Apathy Syndrome... And unfortunately, it's obvious they were wishing he didn't. But, unlike previous times, he didn't lose his control.
I'm proud of him, but I'm still worried it might have hurt him.
...If I think I used to be like my relatives before, I feel so ashamed of myself. How could I think like that? Every life has a meaning, and nobody's born worthless. If they're struggling to find they're place to the world, family should be there to help them.
I now see that, and I'm willing to put my life on the line to help my brother, no matter what.
Eh, that was kind of too emotional, wasn't it? If I read it again, I can't help but laugh, it sounds sort of silly... I guess worrying to much isn't good.
Edit: It looks like I don't have a room yet. Well... At least Makio's got one, though I'm afraid both he and his roommate won't be too happy about it.
tokyo,
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