I feel guilty. I was supposed to protect him, and I didn't. I should have stopped him from going to tartarus, and I didn't. I should have been more careful, but I was already too tired. I knew I should have retreat and take him with me, but... I knew he wouldn't listen, so I just stayed. I was sure I would have been able to protect him by staying at his side, and in the end, look at what happened.
*put an hand on his forehead, then looks at Hyouri*
I feel so stupid. I don't know what to do anymore, and I don't know how to deal with people. The only thing I manage to say to everyone who says they're sorry, is thank you. I don't know who he was close to, beside Tachibana-san, and I don't know if I should try to find out and comfort them. And... I feel lost, because I'm feeling so many things, and it hurts.
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Mikio-kun. We're going out. I'm not taking 'no' for an answer.
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...All right. Thank you...
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And I'm really grateful you're trying to cheer me up. Thank you...
It's just that I'm not used to talk about... personal feelings, and things like that *sighs*
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To be honest, I'm not used to doing that either, so how about we make a deal? You share your...thoughts, and I'll share mine in return?
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Mikio-kun...how are you feeling?
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*remains silent for a while, then sigh*
I feel guilty. I was supposed to protect him, and I didn't. I should have stopped him from going to tartarus, and I didn't. I should have been more careful, but I was already too tired. I knew I should have retreat and take him with me, but... I knew he wouldn't listen, so I just stayed. I was sure I would have been able to protect him by staying at his side, and in the end, look at what happened.
*put an hand on his forehead, then looks at Hyouri*
I feel so stupid. I don't know what to do anymore, and I don't know how to deal with people. The only thing I manage to say to everyone who says they're sorry, is thank you. I don't know who he was close to, beside Tachibana-san, and I don't know if I should try to find out and comfort them.
And... I feel lost, because I'm feeling so many things, and it hurts.
*smiles a little*
Sorry, I talked a lot, didn't I?
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