a little freaked out....
this is the second time i've had a dream where i died (i know ya'll are probably thinking that many people have dreams like that and it's not something special or what-not)...but when i die in my dreams, there is nothing, just this void of gray and i literally cannot feel my heart beating or hear myself breathing....it freaks me out, i really believe i am dead....and when i wake up, i wake up gasping and my heart is racing and i can't believe that i am still alive
i don't know, it just scares me so much and now i really don't want to sleep because it is so horrible (i know i am probably making a big deal out of nothing, but you haven't experienced this).....there really aren't words to describe this experience at all...it is so horrible, but it does have one thing going for it....i wake up feeling so appreciative that i am still alive
but the thought of actually being dead scares the crap out of me....and when that void is there, after i've died in my dream, i am wondering what now?...what happens next after you die?
i don't know, it just scares me so much and now i really don't want to sleep because it is so horrible (i know i am probably making a big deal out of nothing, but you haven't experienced this).....there really aren't words to describe this experience at all...it is so horrible, but it does have one thing going for it....i wake up feeling so appreciative that i am still alive
but the thought of actually being dead scares the crap out of me....and when that void is there, after i've died in my dream, i am wondering what now?...what happens next after you die?