nothignr ealy alone and bored and need my love to hold me
well ok i have had a good few days but not as good as i thought they should have beenliek all my time with jessica is always great i love holding her and making her happy ;);0;0 but thats not it like my friends are good to its me i dont know whats wrong with me latly i have felt wierd but i will get normal soon i think its just that i knew jessica was going away so i dident know hownto react but what ever shell be back before i know it and with lots of storysnad il have lots of storys to:) about my 3 days with out her and the teddy bear pic nic is coming up and guess who i am not going to go wiht every one i might not even go becaus ei have no one to go with :(:(:( i wish i could go wiht jessica it would be really fun but shes going with a friend so yea i am kinda out of the picture but what ever i will find somthing to do i cant wait till jessica gets back though to hear her sweet voice and hold her tight in my arms and tell her thins:O:O:O lol wll i am off write to you guys later