Apr 06, 2005 20:20
this morning until about 8 ROCKED MY SOX OFF! last night, i went to jackes party which was AWESOME! (::wink:: jessica nad jackie) LOL anyways alot of shit went down but it was SO funny. we were up until like... 7 in the morning... and btw... whi the hell rakes leaves at fucking 6 am!!!! i just dont get it. anyway, we played monopoly for a while this morning and then emily came home with me and she hung out at my house until about 8 and then tanna was supposed to come over. tanna, of course, is too busy to make time for me. this is the SECOND time i have tried to spend time with her over the break. its not like it was a one time thing. may i also add that the last time that i planned to hang out with her she ditched me. i knew she would. shes so predictable. BUT OF COURSE! she has time to hang out with michael. i hate friends who arent reliable. and she gets pissed at me because i am being selfish. well fuck her. last year i was her 'angel' and 'god hat sent her to me so she could help me' some FUCKING help.
i need someone that i can FUCKING talk to. i know that i have some people who are there to listen... theres just only some that i can actually tell.