liquid melancholy dreams.
i feel forced to update again due to sheer boredom and it's probably going to be long cause i'm pretty bored.
and i want to have a happy update after the last one. wow i'm sickly addicted to livejournal.
i just made a picture mural on part of my wall, but somehow i can't find this set of pictures of me and jen from cotillion, it's weird they seemed to have vanished. I do have this funny picture of Evan with makeup on from 2 years ago that i'm sure he doesn't know about, I don't remember taking it so I must have been drunk, and hopefully he was too cause its a very incriminating photo that i dont think he'd ever let anyone take. well while i was searching for pictures i found an entry of jens journal from march 7th, 2003 ahha i pretty much pissed myself reading it. i think i'll write the best part of it in here (with some other good stuff excluded) so she can see it and realize we're exactly the same people we were 2 years ago. I dont know why i printed this out and put it in my closet, it must have meant something special to me? hmm.
"So I was awaken by the lovely dear friend Lepeka (Becca)...get this there is snow on the ground and she was calling me to see if I wanted to go to Friendly's...No, not to get food but ICE CREAM...in -3243545 degrees lol. haha. Well we went off w/Evan and got ice cream...thinking of fun things to do in the snow...You see Becca and I we have recently came to the conclusion that we don't have fun friends...don't get me wrong we love them and all..but they aren't crazy...and Becca and I we'll do anything, but we don't have friends to do it with ya know? So i say Becca lets put up and advertisement signs asking for "crazy friends" and to have them call our cellular devices. We will find them Becca...oh we will!!"
okay so some things about this.
1. Jen and I learned how to say our names in hawaiin along with some other key words, and mine was Lepeka and hers was Kinipela. It's sad i still remember that.
2. We still get ice cream in the snow in fact we did on friday with megan and gloria.
3. I think jen and i were really serious about finding crazy friends, it didn't happen, but we tried.
anyways. i'm happy that i've been keeping my room all clean and now it's actually starting to look pretty.
I've stressed myself out so much this weekend that my eyes are bloodshot. they'll be better in the morning though, hopefully. Also i banged my head on a shelf and have a huge lump on my head. I look like a crackwhore I should probably get some sleep but i dont want tomorrow morning to come cause i'm going to have to deal with so much unneccesary stress. I'll just keep humming the Becca's Happy song in my head. hahaaaaaaaaa i'm going fucking crazy.
i keep listening to hanson -crazy beautiful because it reminds me of old school hanson. and me going to their shows with jen and brooke and then crying when the show was over.
and thank god the superbowl is over, cause that means football seasons over, and i get my sundays back with fabian. and it also means me not getting drunk at sports bars and puking on sundays.
bahh once again i'm so happy i have fabian in my life he's really helping me to stand up for myself and not let people walk all over me. i love him.
i'm going to go watch american dad. and love it.
and i want to have a happy update after the last one. wow i'm sickly addicted to livejournal.
i just made a picture mural on part of my wall, but somehow i can't find this set of pictures of me and jen from cotillion, it's weird they seemed to have vanished. I do have this funny picture of Evan with makeup on from 2 years ago that i'm sure he doesn't know about, I don't remember taking it so I must have been drunk, and hopefully he was too cause its a very incriminating photo that i dont think he'd ever let anyone take. well while i was searching for pictures i found an entry of jens journal from march 7th, 2003 ahha i pretty much pissed myself reading it. i think i'll write the best part of it in here (with some other good stuff excluded) so she can see it and realize we're exactly the same people we were 2 years ago. I dont know why i printed this out and put it in my closet, it must have meant something special to me? hmm.
"So I was awaken by the lovely dear friend Lepeka (Becca)...get this there is snow on the ground and she was calling me to see if I wanted to go to Friendly's...No, not to get food but ICE CREAM...in -3243545 degrees lol. haha. Well we went off w/Evan and got ice cream...thinking of fun things to do in the snow...You see Becca and I we have recently came to the conclusion that we don't have fun friends...don't get me wrong we love them and all..but they aren't crazy...and Becca and I we'll do anything, but we don't have friends to do it with ya know? So i say Becca lets put up and advertisement signs asking for "crazy friends" and to have them call our cellular devices. We will find them Becca...oh we will!!"
okay so some things about this.
1. Jen and I learned how to say our names in hawaiin along with some other key words, and mine was Lepeka and hers was Kinipela. It's sad i still remember that.
2. We still get ice cream in the snow in fact we did on friday with megan and gloria.
3. I think jen and i were really serious about finding crazy friends, it didn't happen, but we tried.
anyways. i'm happy that i've been keeping my room all clean and now it's actually starting to look pretty.
I've stressed myself out so much this weekend that my eyes are bloodshot. they'll be better in the morning though, hopefully. Also i banged my head on a shelf and have a huge lump on my head. I look like a crackwhore I should probably get some sleep but i dont want tomorrow morning to come cause i'm going to have to deal with so much unneccesary stress. I'll just keep humming the Becca's Happy song in my head. hahaaaaaaaaa i'm going fucking crazy.
i keep listening to hanson -crazy beautiful because it reminds me of old school hanson. and me going to their shows with jen and brooke and then crying when the show was over.
and thank god the superbowl is over, cause that means football seasons over, and i get my sundays back with fabian. and it also means me not getting drunk at sports bars and puking on sundays.
bahh once again i'm so happy i have fabian in my life he's really helping me to stand up for myself and not let people walk all over me. i love him.
i'm going to go watch american dad. and love it.