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i'm totally sick of most shit in my life.
and mostly i'm sick of being like this.
fucking. i'm going to do this for myself this time.
i'm going to do what makes me happy.
and not give a flying fuck what other people think of it.
because i owe myself that much.
now i actually want school to start so i have something to work for.
i want to make something of myself and i'm fucking excited for that.
i've realized how low i can actually get and i'm not going let myself get like that.
i dont want to think of the shit that constantly plagues me. i'mbetter than whatever the fuck that ugly shit is.
fuck the stupid eating disorder, i'll get over that shit myself.
thank you very much.
and mostly i'm sick of being like this.
fucking. i'm going to do this for myself this time.
i'm going to do what makes me happy.
and not give a flying fuck what other people think of it.
because i owe myself that much.
now i actually want school to start so i have something to work for.
i want to make something of myself and i'm fucking excited for that.
i've realized how low i can actually get and i'm not going let myself get like that.
i dont want to think of the shit that constantly plagues me. i'mbetter than whatever the fuck that ugly shit is.
fuck the stupid eating disorder, i'll get over that shit myself.
thank you very much.