ready for a fresh start...
i give up. we want totally different things. & neither of us really know what those things are. but i know i want some1 alot differnt than him right now. some1 who will actually be there for me... in more ways than 1. we talked for an hour just now. got everything out in the open. we just didnt click... well we did... but not in the ways we both want to click. its taken us 10 months to figure this out too. well maybe just 10 months to admit it to ourselves. idk. i'm glad. i'm so happy just being friends. i know if i ever need anything i can count on him... & he knows he can call on me for anything. i just dont wanna be missing out on some1 so much better fit for me right now cuz i'm with him, & i dont want him to be missing out on some girl thats perfect for him cuz hes with me... its stupid to continue like this. we are so much alike that we are total opposites. if that makes any sense. its done. i can do better than him. i can find a guy whos not a total dick 90 % of the time... & who appraicates me & all i do for him. i wanna find him, where ever he is lol. i'll find him... maybe i did ?? we'll see :~)
this is my horescope for today... its kinda true!! lol
::Someone you never, ever imagined yourself attracted to is about to become the most irresistible human on the planet -- and you'll only be a bit less surprised than your friends are when you tell them about it::
interesting. lol
no more cryin for me. alot more sleepin too. i'm good. :~) yay for learning from ur mistakes.
this is my horescope for today... its kinda true!! lol
::Someone you never, ever imagined yourself attracted to is about to become the most irresistible human on the planet -- and you'll only be a bit less surprised than your friends are when you tell them about it::
interesting. lol
no more cryin for me. alot more sleepin too. i'm good. :~) yay for learning from ur mistakes.