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I'm trying to be super nice to Matt but I don't think he cares. He said he appreciates it though. I just can't get over it! He's such a jerk but damn me for loving it so much. LIke when he tells me to shut up and he hushes me and tells me to do what he says. It's so hot to me b/c I can't believe someone has the nerve to talk to me like that! Anyway,I'm tired today. I feel depressed and like nothing will go as planned and I feel so freaking unloved or something. I dunno.
I'm not in the mood for this.
I'm not in the mood for this.