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so this is NYC? well lets start from most recent. last night I told Eric that I pretty much wanted to spend the rest of my life with him despite my annoyance for the passive agressiveness. totally romantic eh? I had my share of alcohol, but I finally got the courage to say what I sai d out loud in front of him. He didn't take me very seriosly b/c appearntly I was "drunk". I was crushed when he didn't respond in any other way but o....k...a..y... That really upset me and I pretty much avoided him and gave him the silent treatment. Whew i am sure that racked up the brownie points to the minute romantic side. He always tells me he loves and that I'll never know how much. Well I finally got the courage to rock the boat and tell him my side of life and damn well expected him to share his! Right now I am teary b/c I fear that we might break and I'll loose him... I know I am pushy bitchy and at times immature but if u love me Eric tell me express it to me or let me move on...balling
prevoius to that I have been offered a modeling job and gone shopping and seen the night life of a model. Never having to pay cover to get into clubs and never paying for a drink! I do need to tone up a little for the job but I think that I can do that! Although I owe all the beginings to my new job to Eric.
The day I arrived I got caught in the turnstile at the subway with my luggage HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA that was the most fun I have had in a long time!
well thats pretty much it.. I come home Sat morning/work called and wants me! ugh!
fuck you ERIC the last day u spent with me after x-mas you were DRUNK!!!! that is hipocrititcal BULLSHIT!!! I had to take you seriosly when you said you loved me back! Was I hust being foolish and niave?! Tell me express yourself! Our relationship dependson it!
I LOVE YOU! thats all I can say right now...
prevoius to that I have been offered a modeling job and gone shopping and seen the night life of a model. Never having to pay cover to get into clubs and never paying for a drink! I do need to tone up a little for the job but I think that I can do that! Although I owe all the beginings to my new job to Eric.
The day I arrived I got caught in the turnstile at the subway with my luggage HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA that was the most fun I have had in a long time!
well thats pretty much it.. I come home Sat morning/work called and wants me! ugh!
fuck you ERIC the last day u spent with me after x-mas you were DRUNK!!!! that is hipocrititcal BULLSHIT!!! I had to take you seriosly when you said you loved me back! Was I hust being foolish and niave?! Tell me express yourself! Our relationship dependson it!
I LOVE YOU! thats all I can say right now...