mixed up

[myheartinhand]

I just want to love you
I believe in us so much
its so hard to find these words to say
im dying trying to search inside of myself
Cant figure out if you can see
whats really inside of me
I kill myself giving it all to you
I hope you know this is true
finding my faith
I dont know why I panic
Sulking in self doubt
too many thoughts to ponder about
I just dont know how to get it out
ill give you all
everything, anything you want
and as much as I can
Ive figured out the questions
and youll know all the answers
when your done searching for it
my heart
This meaning of life
look at the sky
its so big and blue
i find that the beauty is true
Dont know what to say
but im always trying to tell you I love you