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[myheartinhand]

helloe journal. that first sentence is hilarious. i realized now trying to type in this thing that i am high n this is going to be very stupid so i am going to go smoke more n come back. and so i return with this half marked grin. faDEAD. this weekend went by so fast. it was alot of fun tho. hung out went to johns house friday, his parents were gone. drank smoked played with randy.he went down in ping pong. was he blind. got driiggh it was a lot of fun. hung out with amanda. i think i probably ate n slept a little in between there this weekend. ive been wanting to skate forever n havent really gotten to in a really long time. went to vans tonite to go skate, upped the prices and changed the times n i didnt have enough money so robert got pissed at me for being stupid and poor.n i hadnt hung out with him in a long time either.that guy and amanda was mad at me for going skating so both of them were mad at me so i was taken home by robert to hang out with myself. faDEAD. sucks. im gonna go do homework now becuase we have school tomorrow. so shitty. i know ill probably smoke some more. maybe ill skate tomorrow. bummed pretty much.

when is it okay for you to tell someone how much you really love them