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[myheartinhand]

i cant stand to think about the heart
so big that hurts right now
i gave my best
shouldnt end like this.
do u wanna fall apart
i cant stop if you cant start
do u wanna fall apart
well i could
if u cant try and fix wat ive undone
cause i hate wat i had become
you know me.
are you thinking too
you just dont seem to see
ive been waiting all these times to be
something i cant define
so lets talk all night
grab our hands n stomp our feet
something anything something
i just cant seem to do without
all the poeple i have left behind
wats the point in goin around
when its straight lines
so lets make a list of things we need
its not much
if anything
cause we dont need anyone
you know il hide my face
its not for me
cause all we really need is just you and me
dont wanna go out n be on my own
start something i cant finish
cause all this time is wasted on everything i dont
something
i just gotta get myself over me
i knew that youd be back
to start it up
lets start again
i wanna get away from the things ive done
i wanna stop the things i had become
i know the reason
n there just no reason
n all this time that i could waste
all the time that i could stay
all the time that i would let you down
and al this time i cant be the one that you dont know
i know the reason that youve been down
and theres just no reason
youll never take this step
to make amends that we cant meet
n im startin to remember her
who you were
wastin everything on wat ur livin for
are you
since you left
shes a mess
she regrets all the things and the things she coulda said
but we fall asleep
never think
about anything
we wait to the sound of a phone
as it hits the ground
ill say goodnight
ill wake
see a face
surrounded by a name
wat a name
never wanna change
wat u gave
never wanna let go
i need anything
your everything
i wanna live like i did
before all this hit to sleep
in your arms to think we'll never fall apart