maybe i think too much

[myheartinhand]

there.
its just a reminder.
why do you give me that look then hide your face away
i feel just what your thinking
i know what you want to say
if i could just get a hold on you
these games we play
its too much to handle everyday
we wont let them get to me
when will this end
the pins and needles are beginning to prick just a little too deep
im not the best for you
but since when is this a test?
i'll prove myself to you
so put your judgements on the shelf
turn your defenses down and let me through

im waiting longer
but i will wait so patiently
im growing stronger
to what you want me to be