sleep. just sleep?

[myheartinhand]

i cant help to think of wat i might have put you through. it isnt fair. i know wat has happened to you before. you have to trust me i wouldnt do that to you. you dont deserve THIS.so now im standing in the hall where we had our first kiss. i dont know wat it is i can do. you asked if you were in my shoes. you know how i feel. the phone is down. the nite is cold . i am without you here to hold. these pictures arent helping. i am sorry. my timing was off. i had my chance. believe me i could have. its always been.. me to blame. these mistakes.. i feel the shame. when you were there. i was here with her . i thot of me sitting next to you. this is breaking me. i dont want you replaced. you are the one for me. so ill stay up until you call me and let me know that your okay. tell me im okay and i did no wrong. so all i can do is wait
this waiting i despair..