one more kiss.. one more hope for tomorrow..

[myheartinhand]

hello journal. im just thinkin, and this summer has been fucking awesome. i woke up yesterday and robert and steve came over n we hung out n got super fade. we boxed my room. i was supposed to go see spy kids in 3d but my mom got mad or something n i didnt go. then they left and ashley came over. we hung out in my room n just talked and stuff, watched the tube.then she left cause i had to eat din din with the fam . it was so damn good. Cream n steve came over n we hung out some more n then we went to chris' house cause his parents were gone n i got a free cd player and the old skool unrated version. im gonna watch it, i cant wait, i heard its so funny. so we got really high again there with phil tim and chris, we had to leave to sell robert some bud n we were goin campin. hes like i got a tent n im all well then lets fuckin go campin so we did. we walked down to his nature by our house n just set up a tent. it was radical. we had this huge tent n our sleeping bags n a lantern.. i mean . it was the fuckin shit, superb location.. just great. so we got the party started with a bowl. we had so many munchies the tent was filled with food n shit everywhere. we started drinkin n then amanda came n met us down there. it was great. we got all fucked up. smoke. drink. drink. smoke drink smoke smoke. but then she had to fucking leave. she always leaves me. me n robert passed out i think later. obviously becuase we woke up n we were like yaaaa we're camping.we cleaned up out shit n now here i am. i wonder wats in store for me today.would you rather be bought or sold? dont let it take hold

its so hard to say good bye