reflections
monday was the start of fucking second session summer school. it sucks huge horse cock. i sit in the back corner all myself but amanda and robert and some other people aRE IN THERE so maybe it will be alrite. that morning me and robert stayed up to like 3 before school takin all these shots n smokin, n then we had to go to school in like 3 hours. it was fuckin shitty. so on our break for school we went n smoked more n got more high. then after school me amanda and kyle n paul came to my house hung out here n then went to weinerschnitzel for munchiieesss.. so good! then we were off for the beach, great day. i hung out with amanda some more ..
then later that nite darren came to my house at like midnight n i snuck out and we went to codys house. we got there n just hung out , got sooo fucked up. most fucked up and high n drunk n derranged and lost out of this world i have ever been. it was superb. so much crazy shit happened. my heart was beating so crazily n i was so high n i had all this energy n i was in a really good mood n happy n like i wanted to go do all this fun stuff but didnt know how so we just hun gout there n i kept wiggling my toes. scarface is a kick ass movie. then cody dropped me back off at home like 6 30 in the morning n my mom was up n i had to try to sneak back into my room so i did this little ninja flip back in but all drunkinly n i made all this noise and i just layed there on my bed shaking n my heart was beating so fast. i was in so much fear of all theset hings that could happen i thot i was gonna die. so i tricked myself to think i was sleeping for like 30 minutes n so my mom didnt know either cause i was so fucking fucked up n drunk. i did a fake wake up took a shower and she left so i started to go to sleep and then roberts bangin on my window sayin lets get hiigh for school . then i didnt go to school anyway n i wwent back to bed and amanda robert brittany came over n woke me up and i was still fucked up. its crazy. i locked them out of my room so i could be with amanda and then they left after who knows how long i was simply just too fucked up. i had the greatest time with amanda , im so glad they came over cause if they didnt who knows wat would have happened to me. i could be dead or something. i was so far from reality n then i came back! ate some dinner it was mm mmmm good. amanda left. and now i am actually going to sleep
then later that nite darren came to my house at like midnight n i snuck out and we went to codys house. we got there n just hung out , got sooo fucked up. most fucked up and high n drunk n derranged and lost out of this world i have ever been. it was superb. so much crazy shit happened. my heart was beating so crazily n i was so high n i had all this energy n i was in a really good mood n happy n like i wanted to go do all this fun stuff but didnt know how so we just hun gout there n i kept wiggling my toes. scarface is a kick ass movie. then cody dropped me back off at home like 6 30 in the morning n my mom was up n i had to try to sneak back into my room so i did this little ninja flip back in but all drunkinly n i made all this noise and i just layed there on my bed shaking n my heart was beating so fast. i was in so much fear of all theset hings that could happen i thot i was gonna die. so i tricked myself to think i was sleeping for like 30 minutes n so my mom didnt know either cause i was so fucking fucked up n drunk. i did a fake wake up took a shower and she left so i started to go to sleep and then roberts bangin on my window sayin lets get hiigh for school . then i didnt go to school anyway n i wwent back to bed and amanda robert brittany came over n woke me up and i was still fucked up. its crazy. i locked them out of my room so i could be with amanda and then they left after who knows how long i was simply just too fucked up. i had the greatest time with amanda , im so glad they came over cause if they didnt who knows wat would have happened to me. i could be dead or something. i was so far from reality n then i came back! ate some dinner it was mm mmmm good. amanda left. and now i am actually going to sleep