summer
hello journal. long time no writing, i dont know why i havent written , i ve been at the computer a lot, i actually opened it n just never typed anything. its summer.. booyah. friday was the last day of school it was so great. i woke up n swallowed these morphine pills. i got to math for my first class n he put the final on my desk and my head just hit the ceiling i couldnt do a thing, then after that fucking class me robert sam n ryan went n got high n we met up with will n went hiking at some place n i was so fucked up i was having so much fun. hooray for morphine. then after we were done hanging out will dropped me off and i couldnt even make it to the door i puked all over the grass like three times n then i thought i was done so i continued my mission to the door n then the rose bushes stopped me n i puked on them like 5 times i got inside and passed out .after i had came back to life i hung out with amanda at her house n came back home n met up with robert . saturday my mom said she was taking me to buy some clothes so we go and get my grandma too cause she wants to buy some shit and all they did the whole time i was with them was criticize and bitch about everything i do, it was pissing me off so much
they just would not lay off of anything n i have to sit there and drive and listen to this bullshit and lies that they are feeding to me n i have to just take it. and they would start to talk shit on my driving and they have no idea what they are talking about . soon i just said you know what this is enough.. i mean these to old bitches yelling at me when theyre like oh yeah its ur day we're taking you out n stuff when i was supposed to hang out with my friends. i told them off n they needed to hear it n they knew it was right, my granma told me earlier n appologized but my fucking mom as usual just starts crying like this whole thing n says dont talk to me so nothing ever gets solved so she just goes home n drinks herself away n goes to sleep its so pathetic.she wants sympathy from everyone for mistakes she makes n wants me to appologize for things i didnt do wrong. but she did buy me some cool clothes i have to give her that she sure knows how to buy me love. we went to these stores at tustin market place n everything there is like 50 dollars an item, i got like nothing n she spent hundreds n hundreds of dollars when i go i spend like a dollar an item if that n come home with so much, it s hilarious. n then i saw briana at some store n she just walked away i was like hmmm okay?.. and this fat bitch wearing a moo moo n i was like mooooooooooooo. it was the best. then my mom got pissed about that too , shes all im embarrased ,that was rude n i just lauhged. so we're leaving the store n this lady walks by us n shes all she had huge boobs!! like really loud n im all mom ya know that was really rude u embarrased me by saying that. she just told me not to talk to her ever again or something. she a hipocrite , when will she learn i am right . she so she took me to ryans house n then we got hiiiigh. robert left n matt picked us up to hook up n hear glickson play at matts house. that was a fun night me n ryan got sooo lit we walked to arissas house n got cake n then walked back, it was kickin b , they played pretty well n it was a good time. afterwards me arissa robert sean and bruno went to the rhr pool n hung out there, ryan disappeared somewhere with joe they got food n joe took ryan home n in the morning his parents sent him to this fucking boarding school. im so sad, i miss him we were gonna have so much fun this summer. his dad called me n i talked to him for awhile n like there is no way to connect to him or anything its such a bummer. sunday i just stayed home n hung out here some people came over n then me n robert smoked tons of herb n went to irvine park to smoke more cause there was nothing else to do on fathers day. fuck fathers day. and we saw all these frogs hopping around so we caught like thirty of them. n then i went back home n thinking that my mom loves frogs so much i would bring them to show her. n shes all you are not bringing those into my house n i said well okay then i have to kill them n i put them in the street n they got ran over. it was just like the game frogger it was so sick. then i went over to amandas house n hung out there.i think i snuck out again monday was ryans birthday, it sucked so bad. we were gonna do all this shit it was gonna be the best time n he had to spend it there. its so fucked up. it was the first day of summer n shit.. it finally kicked intho. got to sleep forever n then julia and robert came over and we got ryan high as well. Happy Birthday Ryan. we took hits for him. it was a party. later on i hung out at amandas house n her dad was makin me leave so robert n darren picked me up n we smoked some more bowls n we got cheeese sticks. mmm cheese sticks. im so hungry. i went to the beach with natalie and paul it was so much fun me and robert got super high before they got me n then we smoked some more.. ive been having so much fun. after the beach we went to bogarts n then i went home. i hung out with robert n we did some more skatin at satna ana park. we saw these bums on our way there hide this bag of 40's in a bush so were liek dude. we make a u turn n go back n the bums are walking away but then one stayed behid to watch it so i tell robert to catch his attention we pull up behind him n i get out n run a orund the back to the back of the bush n duck down n then robert pulls up n is like excuse me.. n this guy is so fuckin cracked out n shit n hes like deaf so hes to get all close to the car so i grab the bag making so much damn noise n get in there car n we drive off. we get to the park n this guy was being a dick n wouldnt let us in becuase we only had helmets as if it isnt enough. so we skated any way n the guys all im gonna call the cops n he shuts the gate so we cant get out of the skatepark or something , so we just kept skating hes on his phone n shit, then awhile later we decided to leave and we're getting in the car n this cop is pulling in so fast to the park so we drive away n come back n the cop is talking to this guy n were like aahha ha ha fuck you we fucked your system woooo all loud n get away. it was ill yo. then i sat at my house forever in front of this fuckin computer just thinking for like 10 hours it was horrible. this morning amanda came over n woke me up it was the greatest. she said she was going to wake me with kisses tho n she didnt. we hung out here like all day. we watched just married, it such a funny movie and then we went to the park and all these fuckin killer bees were after us it was so scary. we came back here n then after awhile she had to leave. i had such a wonderful time. darren came over n then we drove around n we smoked the best joint that we havent smoked in a long time so it was great. then we decided to play basketball . it was one of the best summer days so far i think.. theyve all been good. then darren dropped me off and natalie and paul n kyle came and picked me up and we stole some shit from stator bros. n then went to this hooka bar n ditched it. got to hit shit for free it was tite. we went to del taco n smoked a bowl then they took me home. i really didnt want to. i didnt want to at all. f this
they just would not lay off of anything n i have to sit there and drive and listen to this bullshit and lies that they are feeding to me n i have to just take it. and they would start to talk shit on my driving and they have no idea what they are talking about . soon i just said you know what this is enough.. i mean these to old bitches yelling at me when theyre like oh yeah its ur day we're taking you out n stuff when i was supposed to hang out with my friends. i told them off n they needed to hear it n they knew it was right, my granma told me earlier n appologized but my fucking mom as usual just starts crying like this whole thing n says dont talk to me so nothing ever gets solved so she just goes home n drinks herself away n goes to sleep its so pathetic.she wants sympathy from everyone for mistakes she makes n wants me to appologize for things i didnt do wrong. but she did buy me some cool clothes i have to give her that she sure knows how to buy me love. we went to these stores at tustin market place n everything there is like 50 dollars an item, i got like nothing n she spent hundreds n hundreds of dollars when i go i spend like a dollar an item if that n come home with so much, it s hilarious. n then i saw briana at some store n she just walked away i was like hmmm okay?.. and this fat bitch wearing a moo moo n i was like mooooooooooooo. it was the best. then my mom got pissed about that too , shes all im embarrased ,that was rude n i just lauhged. so we're leaving the store n this lady walks by us n shes all she had huge boobs!! like really loud n im all mom ya know that was really rude u embarrased me by saying that. she just told me not to talk to her ever again or something. she a hipocrite , when will she learn i am right . she so she took me to ryans house n then we got hiiiigh. robert left n matt picked us up to hook up n hear glickson play at matts house. that was a fun night me n ryan got sooo lit we walked to arissas house n got cake n then walked back, it was kickin b , they played pretty well n it was a good time. afterwards me arissa robert sean and bruno went to the rhr pool n hung out there, ryan disappeared somewhere with joe they got food n joe took ryan home n in the morning his parents sent him to this fucking boarding school. im so sad, i miss him we were gonna have so much fun this summer. his dad called me n i talked to him for awhile n like there is no way to connect to him or anything its such a bummer. sunday i just stayed home n hung out here some people came over n then me n robert smoked tons of herb n went to irvine park to smoke more cause there was nothing else to do on fathers day. fuck fathers day. and we saw all these frogs hopping around so we caught like thirty of them. n then i went back home n thinking that my mom loves frogs so much i would bring them to show her. n shes all you are not bringing those into my house n i said well okay then i have to kill them n i put them in the street n they got ran over. it was just like the game frogger it was so sick. then i went over to amandas house n hung out there.i think i snuck out again monday was ryans birthday, it sucked so bad. we were gonna do all this shit it was gonna be the best time n he had to spend it there. its so fucked up. it was the first day of summer n shit.. it finally kicked intho. got to sleep forever n then julia and robert came over and we got ryan high as well. Happy Birthday Ryan. we took hits for him. it was a party. later on i hung out at amandas house n her dad was makin me leave so robert n darren picked me up n we smoked some more bowls n we got cheeese sticks. mmm cheese sticks. im so hungry. i went to the beach with natalie and paul it was so much fun me and robert got super high before they got me n then we smoked some more.. ive been having so much fun. after the beach we went to bogarts n then i went home. i hung out with robert n we did some more skatin at satna ana park. we saw these bums on our way there hide this bag of 40's in a bush so were liek dude. we make a u turn n go back n the bums are walking away but then one stayed behid to watch it so i tell robert to catch his attention we pull up behind him n i get out n run a orund the back to the back of the bush n duck down n then robert pulls up n is like excuse me.. n this guy is so fuckin cracked out n shit n hes like deaf so hes to get all close to the car so i grab the bag making so much damn noise n get in there car n we drive off. we get to the park n this guy was being a dick n wouldnt let us in becuase we only had helmets as if it isnt enough. so we skated any way n the guys all im gonna call the cops n he shuts the gate so we cant get out of the skatepark or something , so we just kept skating hes on his phone n shit, then awhile later we decided to leave and we're getting in the car n this cop is pulling in so fast to the park so we drive away n come back n the cop is talking to this guy n were like aahha ha ha fuck you we fucked your system woooo all loud n get away. it was ill yo. then i sat at my house forever in front of this fuckin computer just thinking for like 10 hours it was horrible. this morning amanda came over n woke me up it was the greatest. she said she was going to wake me with kisses tho n she didnt. we hung out here like all day. we watched just married, it such a funny movie and then we went to the park and all these fuckin killer bees were after us it was so scary. we came back here n then after awhile she had to leave. i had such a wonderful time. darren came over n then we drove around n we smoked the best joint that we havent smoked in a long time so it was great. then we decided to play basketball . it was one of the best summer days so far i think.. theyve all been good. then darren dropped me off and natalie and paul n kyle came and picked me up and we stole some shit from stator bros. n then went to this hooka bar n ditched it. got to hit shit for free it was tite. we went to del taco n smoked a bowl then they took me home. i really didnt want to. i didnt want to at all. f this