May 18, 2005 02:33
well seeing as how its late and, im bored, i think ill update. lifes all right. i keep getting hurt, one way or another. my car is being a bitch. which reminds me, does anyone have welding equipment i could borrow? i need to get the mufflers off my car and maybe put new ones on. i also need to have the alternator checked. i wanna get a new carburetor but the good ones are expensive. mine needs to be rebuilt and i might need a new fuel pump. i still need to reseal the windows and i wanna have the interior redone, which costs a shits load. i also still wanna get air bags on the back. other than that i guess life is good. i got outta school and i got my next karate belt. i also got a job working at my karate studio. its alright sometimes. ive never been much for kickboxing but i have to do it now since i have to teach it. the only gripe i have is that lately i feel like somethings missing, but i dont know what. maybe its the fact that im always in my messy room, which bugs me a lot, but im too lazy to clean it myself. or maybe its that MY computer has been broken for god knows how long. or maybe its that i wanna do all these things but i cant because i dont know how to do them, and the people that do know how to do them, i cant rely on. i guess its just kinda like that thing where you want something but you dont know what. i always hated that. oh yeah, and one of my fish died. it flopped out of the tank when i wasnt home and landed in the dirtyness behind my dresser to flop around and die. i feel kinda shitty because it like, suffocated, and i know i would hate to die like that. but, whatever. maybe im just turning emo.