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i have resisted writing this entry for about a week.
chris and i broke up last week.
i asked him to move out right away and he did.
i actually haven't seen him in more than a week.
i don't know...its not quite as hard or painful as i thought it would be
most of the time i am ok. it definitely hurts like crazy...but i'm ok.
we didn't end on bad terms or anything.
i mean, of course things aren't like great or anything but we don't hate each other.
quite the opposite.
he just isn't in a place to be with anyone right now.
and that has nothing to do with me.
he needs to figure out who he is and what he wants and all of that stuff.
i don't know. i'll be ok.
i am going to take care of myself and have fun and probably swear off men for quite a while.
ohhh i don't know. who knows what the future holds.
i went to california this weekend with my parents so i could just get away and not sit and think.
it was fun.
not so fun having people ask me about chris and having presents sent home for him
i just didn't have the energy to tell them and have them ask questions.
at the end of the week luke is going to california for almost a week and joey and i are going to be bachelorettes.
its going to be pretty damn fun.
chris and i broke up last week.
i asked him to move out right away and he did.
i actually haven't seen him in more than a week.
i don't know...its not quite as hard or painful as i thought it would be
most of the time i am ok. it definitely hurts like crazy...but i'm ok.
we didn't end on bad terms or anything.
i mean, of course things aren't like great or anything but we don't hate each other.
quite the opposite.
he just isn't in a place to be with anyone right now.
and that has nothing to do with me.
he needs to figure out who he is and what he wants and all of that stuff.
i don't know. i'll be ok.
i am going to take care of myself and have fun and probably swear off men for quite a while.
ohhh i don't know. who knows what the future holds.
i went to california this weekend with my parents so i could just get away and not sit and think.
it was fun.
not so fun having people ask me about chris and having presents sent home for him
i just didn't have the energy to tell them and have them ask questions.
at the end of the week luke is going to california for almost a week and joey and i are going to be bachelorettes.
its going to be pretty damn fun.