Believe: that you're always on my mind. I'm not listening to you...
I love how I am the In-and-Out of myself.
There's a lot of confusion. God damn you, boys! You say hi to me and I literally fall apart. Goosebumps and giggles. It's really... not fair. There are two in particular. One of which...is becoming very unexpected. But then again--I'm probably thinking about it way too much. I just feel lucky. Really lucky. No girl like me should feel this lucky. It's not in my genes.
But here I am...wallowing. Ugh. Guilt.Frantic.
"I miss you" applies to everyone involved in my life, currently. How is it that I can actually function without seeing the best people alive for a month? It's ridiculous. But then again, the texts that pop out of nowhere really make my day. Can't stop talking about you kids! I've never felt so tight knit and secure in my life. Really. (Despite the name calling and the fat jokes, those come with love, I know).
Sigh. I don't like making memories. It brews nostalgia.
P.S. There are a lot of very nice things being said about me lately. Why? I'm flattered, but I'm not one to take this to the head. I won't lie though--it really makes me that much more aware that life isn't as bad as it felt 2 years ago.
<3
There's a lot of confusion. God damn you, boys! You say hi to me and I literally fall apart. Goosebumps and giggles. It's really... not fair. There are two in particular. One of which...is becoming very unexpected. But then again--I'm probably thinking about it way too much. I just feel lucky. Really lucky. No girl like me should feel this lucky. It's not in my genes.
But here I am...wallowing. Ugh. Guilt.Frantic.
"I miss you" applies to everyone involved in my life, currently. How is it that I can actually function without seeing the best people alive for a month? It's ridiculous. But then again, the texts that pop out of nowhere really make my day. Can't stop talking about you kids! I've never felt so tight knit and secure in my life. Really. (Despite the name calling and the fat jokes, those come with love, I know).
Sigh. I don't like making memories. It brews nostalgia.
P.S. There are a lot of very nice things being said about me lately. Why? I'm flattered, but I'm not one to take this to the head. I won't lie though--it really makes me that much more aware that life isn't as bad as it felt 2 years ago.
<3