Another lost entry
My head is torn into two
Just like the beating in my chest
More screams in the middle of the night
They come from the device beside me
I'm half conscious and agreeing to things
I hardly remember this morning.
My eyes are welling
I can't seem to stop them
They're shedding sorrow on their own
For what known hurt
I can think of so many reasons
Only at the same time
I don't really want to know at all.
My nose continuously runs
Irritated and the shade of anger
It's almost as if it's bleeding
Maybe from the depths of the reasons
I fear to think of
And I won't
...repress.
My mouth quivers at both ends
Words only come in the form of sounds
They're tight and paralyzed
Chapped with lies
Aching from repeating those words
My teeth chatter to tell the truth
But my tounge becomes numb
And suddenly there are no words.
<3
Just like the beating in my chest
More screams in the middle of the night
They come from the device beside me
I'm half conscious and agreeing to things
I hardly remember this morning.
My eyes are welling
I can't seem to stop them
They're shedding sorrow on their own
For what known hurt
I can think of so many reasons
Only at the same time
I don't really want to know at all.
My nose continuously runs
Irritated and the shade of anger
It's almost as if it's bleeding
Maybe from the depths of the reasons
I fear to think of
And I won't
...repress.
My mouth quivers at both ends
Words only come in the form of sounds
They're tight and paralyzed
Chapped with lies
Aching from repeating those words
My teeth chatter to tell the truth
But my tounge becomes numb
And suddenly there are no words.
<3