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i'm really depressed lately.i am sick of school, sick of ignorant people surrounding me there, and sick of lies and fakes.i am sick of being grounded.but i know i have brought it all upon myself. my life is being wasted. every single minute. i want to see Marvin. i can't even imagine how happy i will be once we are finally together when he comes back, and i'm not grounded anymore. i miss Natalie so much, and i really need to see her. otherwise, i talk to her everyday almost and she woke me up this morning :] and Amber, i finished the OC today! the end of very last episode made me bawl my eyes out like crazy.