Apr 23, 2004 15:57
i love good charlotte...i dont care what anyone thinks...
i saw the new nfg...i likey...
today-
went to school for a whole day! uh oh!
1-maddis bday...happy birthday maddaaii! talking as usual...dumb war book...
2-ms meyer..frikin went off...who knows over what...i slept
3-mr wood i hate you
4-aurellia gets better by the day holy crap
5-me and hilary talked...i <3 her...i miss those days in 8th grade...haha...its cool though she knows what im going thru and went thru the same thing...and douche bag needs to realize what he has in you you are awesome you dont deserve his crap if he loves you like he says then he will realize that having you forever is the best thing not the scariest...lol...and he doesnt need to pull you around and mess with your heart, cause thats not cool, if you love someone your not going to put them through hell
6-ms smith is a BITCH...no one had their books so she gave us about 50 problems to do in 30 minutes...and in the whole class there was probably about 3 books...wtf i hate her..
after school i went with mike to subway...it was good...i wanted peterbrookes though :(...
tonight im hanging out with mike, we might go watch luke dustin ryan and luke barnes practice...dunno though...
tom. im probly gonna sit at home all day and i dunno what im doing at night...maybe practice??
might hang with kyle...its been a while...noo sprite remix this time...hahhaa...most likely not though...
so, as for the way ive been feeling lately, im still sick, and im not goin to get better until i let myself rest and everytime i lay down to "rest" all i do is sit and think about everything, im sick of thinking about it and talking about it it just makes things worse, so i have decided that im not going to put up with shit anymore, from anyone, im not going to worry about ppls shit either, im just going to live my life and not worry about what other ppl are doing, i mean of course im still going to be concerned about people and things, im still going to put forth an effort in my relationships with people, im just not going to worry about all the little things anymore, i care to much about everything, i put to much of myself out there and i always end up being hurt, im done.