the past 2 days..all in one fuckin entry..motha fuckas
This past weekend i got laid..oh yeah.
but heres the entries from xanga that i pulled out of my ass.
november 8th
So this whole weekend,i spent it with james :D. it was probably the best weekend ever in a long time. i never thought the great indoors could be so inviting..his house was where we spent most of the weekend. i figured rachael didnt want me around so i just didnt call her or anything. figures she was grounded. oh well,but still. me and james spent 48 hours with each other and well yeah. things got heated up.
we ended up having sex saturday night(like..3 times). yeah,it was pretty fuckin' awesome.
i totally whooped his ass into shape.and now.. yeah.
but needless to say,i dotn want anyone else right now..or later,or later than that. oh yeah.
we're just so god damn compatible..ah. and saturday we walked from cheltenham to elkins park..which is like from where i live if you all know to king of prussia mall.it's a pretty fucking long walk. and yeah now my legs are kicking my ass for it. i have a orthodontist appointment at 1115 this morning..SO not looking forward to it. but james is going to be home cuz he has a dentist appointment..god i can't wait until i talk to him again..he's so cute.
ah,i lost my cigarettes at his house in his dads car and then he found them so i just told him he could have them :) and he said " thanks for the gift by the way" and i said " what gift?" he said " well..the cigarettes..but the more important one" and i said "oh?" i was kinda confused and he was like " yeah..thank you for saturday night..it was awesome" and i was just like :D yeah. and so now i cant stop listening to corny ass sappy fucking love songs. god i'm pathetic.. hehe.
we're so going to desecrate every room in his house..HAHA!
november 9th
i love you more each day,because each day i find something new to love about you.//
god,every night each convo just gets better and better...he's so cute..it just hurts me that he feels so far away..damn me not having a car. permit test on friday,maybe i'll pass something in my life for once.
I have B's in every class except english. english i have a 71. but oh fucking well, i dont care about english,and i'll have it at a B by next marking period,no worries.
I can't wait to see james this weekend..i dont think im going to see him friday so i might just sit on the phone with him at home,might as well since therse nothing better to do, and i dont feel like leaving the house or the general area unless i'm going to see him. so,yeah. maybe i'm thinking,saturday when i go down there maybe me and him could hitch a train down to south street,and stop by condom kingdom..he wants to see the place,doesnt believe there are condoms for like 1.00,so i'm going to prove him wrong. lol.
it'll be fun,i think. we just have to lie to his parents and say that we're doing something else,cuz he's not allowed to take trains. we'll just say we're at some friends house somewhere for a while. we'll just stay in philly for a couple hours,i'll save up enough money this week to get us around philly for that day..probably go to a shop or two or something,meet up with felicia and justin maybe( i should ask them about it) and yeah.
ugh,i slipped to james on what i was going to get him for x-mas. you got it,a kilt..he said he wanted one so i figured i'll just look around e-bay or something for one for him.and i'm probably going to get him a new stereo..or something. since he doesnt have one..and a few cds. yeah. i can't keep a damn thing from the kid.
p.s. the garden state soundtrack is tres awesome to listen to while you're hanging out the window having a cigarete or sleeping. mmyes.
I love you james steven gowan jr. we'll legally change james to something else,someday,because i know you hate it,but i love it and i love you.
November 10th
so today was pretty cool until my teacher fuckin got on my nerves..i was talking alot today,i'll admit,but hey,i get my shit done. so it really pissed me off when i was working on my law,and he asked who wasnt done the packet. i raised my hand and he was like well why arent you done,this new kid that came in today got it done and you dont have it done because you dont shut the hell up! and i was like wtf..but all i said was ok.
what a motherfucker. i hate school. its like we dont have any rights there..like a fucking jail. well i'll tell you right the fuck now if this shit keeps going on i'm going to fucking bash someones head into a wall . and i mean that,too,noone's seen me pissed off and the reason why i dont show it often is because its not a healthy pissed off.
my suggestion..motherfuckin teacher better fucking leave me alone. i get my shit done,or hes going to be going home in a stretcher and i'll be in jail.
in other news..me and james are great-o. except for the fact that his mom went thru his room and found our condoms we bought,a cigarette,and the empty pack i left in his room. which is really not good considering hes already grounded as is..so this just kind of makes it worse. she wont care about the condoms cuz she told us to protect ourselves..so thast fine but like i feel bad i left my cigarette box there..yea and she took his lighters too,lol. and yeah..so fuck i really really hope i can stay at his house thi sweekend..god he's gotta stop mouthign off to his parents..or they wont let me sleep over and then i'll cry.
thats pretty much it..oh and i talked to elisha today,that was fun. i miss convos with her. and later today after i talked to james i talked to justin and then i talked to james again cuz james was playing halo2 with mark..for some reason i just got a little jealous that he wasnt paying much attention to me..haha oh well.
Note: friday i might be at p.w. mall. MIGHT being the key word. this is a possibility. so if you wanna chill on friday night,give my cellie a buzzle. this is only if james isnt off grounding..so leave comments,you faggots.
but heres the entries from xanga that i pulled out of my ass.
november 8th
So this whole weekend,i spent it with james :D. it was probably the best weekend ever in a long time. i never thought the great indoors could be so inviting..his house was where we spent most of the weekend. i figured rachael didnt want me around so i just didnt call her or anything. figures she was grounded. oh well,but still. me and james spent 48 hours with each other and well yeah. things got heated up.
we ended up having sex saturday night(like..3 times). yeah,it was pretty fuckin' awesome.
i totally whooped his ass into shape.and now.. yeah.
but needless to say,i dotn want anyone else right now..or later,or later than that. oh yeah.
we're just so god damn compatible..ah. and saturday we walked from cheltenham to elkins park..which is like from where i live if you all know to king of prussia mall.it's a pretty fucking long walk. and yeah now my legs are kicking my ass for it. i have a orthodontist appointment at 1115 this morning..SO not looking forward to it. but james is going to be home cuz he has a dentist appointment..god i can't wait until i talk to him again..he's so cute.
ah,i lost my cigarettes at his house in his dads car and then he found them so i just told him he could have them :) and he said " thanks for the gift by the way" and i said " what gift?" he said " well..the cigarettes..but the more important one" and i said "oh?" i was kinda confused and he was like " yeah..thank you for saturday night..it was awesome" and i was just like :D yeah. and so now i cant stop listening to corny ass sappy fucking love songs. god i'm pathetic.. hehe.
we're so going to desecrate every room in his house..HAHA!
november 9th
i love you more each day,because each day i find something new to love about you.//
god,every night each convo just gets better and better...he's so cute..it just hurts me that he feels so far away..damn me not having a car. permit test on friday,maybe i'll pass something in my life for once.
I have B's in every class except english. english i have a 71. but oh fucking well, i dont care about english,and i'll have it at a B by next marking period,no worries.
I can't wait to see james this weekend..i dont think im going to see him friday so i might just sit on the phone with him at home,might as well since therse nothing better to do, and i dont feel like leaving the house or the general area unless i'm going to see him. so,yeah. maybe i'm thinking,saturday when i go down there maybe me and him could hitch a train down to south street,and stop by condom kingdom..he wants to see the place,doesnt believe there are condoms for like 1.00,so i'm going to prove him wrong. lol.
it'll be fun,i think. we just have to lie to his parents and say that we're doing something else,cuz he's not allowed to take trains. we'll just say we're at some friends house somewhere for a while. we'll just stay in philly for a couple hours,i'll save up enough money this week to get us around philly for that day..probably go to a shop or two or something,meet up with felicia and justin maybe( i should ask them about it) and yeah.
ugh,i slipped to james on what i was going to get him for x-mas. you got it,a kilt..he said he wanted one so i figured i'll just look around e-bay or something for one for him.and i'm probably going to get him a new stereo..or something. since he doesnt have one..and a few cds. yeah. i can't keep a damn thing from the kid.
p.s. the garden state soundtrack is tres awesome to listen to while you're hanging out the window having a cigarete or sleeping. mmyes.
I love you james steven gowan jr. we'll legally change james to something else,someday,because i know you hate it,but i love it and i love you.
November 10th
so today was pretty cool until my teacher fuckin got on my nerves..i was talking alot today,i'll admit,but hey,i get my shit done. so it really pissed me off when i was working on my law,and he asked who wasnt done the packet. i raised my hand and he was like well why arent you done,this new kid that came in today got it done and you dont have it done because you dont shut the hell up! and i was like wtf..but all i said was ok.
what a motherfucker. i hate school. its like we dont have any rights there..like a fucking jail. well i'll tell you right the fuck now if this shit keeps going on i'm going to fucking bash someones head into a wall . and i mean that,too,noone's seen me pissed off and the reason why i dont show it often is because its not a healthy pissed off.
my suggestion..motherfuckin teacher better fucking leave me alone. i get my shit done,or hes going to be going home in a stretcher and i'll be in jail.
in other news..me and james are great-o. except for the fact that his mom went thru his room and found our condoms we bought,a cigarette,and the empty pack i left in his room. which is really not good considering hes already grounded as is..so this just kind of makes it worse. she wont care about the condoms cuz she told us to protect ourselves..so thast fine but like i feel bad i left my cigarette box there..yea and she took his lighters too,lol. and yeah..so fuck i really really hope i can stay at his house thi sweekend..god he's gotta stop mouthign off to his parents..or they wont let me sleep over and then i'll cry.
thats pretty much it..oh and i talked to elisha today,that was fun. i miss convos with her. and later today after i talked to james i talked to justin and then i talked to james again cuz james was playing halo2 with mark..for some reason i just got a little jealous that he wasnt paying much attention to me..haha oh well.
Note: friday i might be at p.w. mall. MIGHT being the key word. this is a possibility. so if you wanna chill on friday night,give my cellie a buzzle. this is only if james isnt off grounding..so leave comments,you faggots.