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Chris started his new job yesterday, it's a union job, so that's really good. He got himself dental insurance and extra life insurance and ater he's been there awhile and making a little more he's gonna get health insurance on himself. He has to go to court today. In fact, he's on his way home right now to get ready for court. I'm worried because they might try to cut him a deal. He was supposed to go last month and it got moved to today cuz the judge was in Louisiana getting his family out after Katrina. So his mom is coming down from Fairview Heights and she is going to take him to Mt. Vernon, then he is going home with her. After my last class at 1, I have to go get Emma and head to Fairview Heights. Today is his brother's birthday. Ben will be like 28 i think. I really don't like his wife. She's a bitch and I ended up in the hospital when I was pregnant with an anxiety attach because she told me my baby was going to be born with birth defects and I got really pissed off and cussed her out and crap and then couldn't calm down and couldn't breathe and my heart was pounding and I thought I was going to have premature labor and I was only like 24 weeks at the time. So anyway, I really don't want to go, but I guess I am. I'll just have to show off how great of a mother I am compared to her. Their kid can't even say more than 2 words at a time and he's almost 5. And he talks in third person. He says "BJ no" (His name is BJ). And the sad thing is they couldn't come up wtih a name so they named him Ben Jr. They said "We can't come up with a name. Eh, lets just name him Jr." How sad. i can see if it is like a family tradition to name the boys II and III and etc. but that wasn't the case. They are such horrible parents. Chris's dad tried to get custody of BJ...well he started to and Ben and Rachel had a hissy fit and he stopped. I really wish they would get custody of him though. It's really sad. If something happens to them, Chris gets custody of them. i think that's what they said that one day. They have like a living will or whatever the hell they call them things. I need to get one of them because if Chris and I both die I don't know who I would want to keep Emma. Not really my parents because she'd turn out to be spoiled brat. And she'd have no concept of what no means. And my mom would definately not get her. i wouldn't want chris's dad to get her cuz they act like they are so old and that everything wears them out and they are only like 45. Sad. And I wouldn't want His mom to get her because she's sooooooooooooooooooo hyper. She would be a good parent to her though. I think we should get a will thingy made. I would say LeaAnn (chris's mom) should have main custody of her. But I would like for my parents to get to see her on the weekends. Why am I talking about dying???????
Last night Chris and I laid in bed for like an hour talking about marriage and our wedding. And he said if everything goes good in court he will seriously think about getting a ring for Christmas. YAY!!! But we talked about how we would like to wait until emma is like 1 1/2 or 2 before the actual wedding. That's cool because I just want a ring to feel safe and know that this is forever. And not like just him say that. I want proof. And I want to be able to prove to everyone else how much he cares and is here for good. Cuz no one believes me. And it would give me lots and lots of time to save money and plan the perfect wedding. yay!!!!!! Maybe LeaAnn would send us on a honeymoon!!! I wanna go to Hawaii! But that would be expensive. hmm...Her sugar daddy Verlynn could pay for it! lol. j/k...But anyway we talked about food and the dj and dresses and who would be in it and flowers. Because I'm like any normal woman I've been planning my own wedding since I was 6 and went to my first wedding. I was 6 and in my dad's wedding to Nikki. I was the flower girl in this big pretty white dress. I was a cutie back then...what happened to me?......We are learning about puncuation in this one class. If my teacher only knew how many periods I use in my LJ...lol
If any of you have a baby born this year, I started an LJ community. It's called 2005babies
I haven't added rules or done much of a layout yet, but I'm working on it little by little. If I was at home I'd be working on it now, but i'm at class. So I will get more done probably tomorrow night. But join!
Last night Chris and I laid in bed for like an hour talking about marriage and our wedding. And he said if everything goes good in court he will seriously think about getting a ring for Christmas. YAY!!! But we talked about how we would like to wait until emma is like 1 1/2 or 2 before the actual wedding. That's cool because I just want a ring to feel safe and know that this is forever. And not like just him say that. I want proof. And I want to be able to prove to everyone else how much he cares and is here for good. Cuz no one believes me. And it would give me lots and lots of time to save money and plan the perfect wedding. yay!!!!!! Maybe LeaAnn would send us on a honeymoon!!! I wanna go to Hawaii! But that would be expensive. hmm...Her sugar daddy Verlynn could pay for it! lol. j/k...But anyway we talked about food and the dj and dresses and who would be in it and flowers. Because I'm like any normal woman I've been planning my own wedding since I was 6 and went to my first wedding. I was 6 and in my dad's wedding to Nikki. I was the flower girl in this big pretty white dress. I was a cutie back then...what happened to me?......We are learning about puncuation in this one class. If my teacher only knew how many periods I use in my LJ...lol
If any of you have a baby born this year, I started an LJ community. It's called 2005babies
I haven't added rules or done much of a layout yet, but I'm working on it little by little. If I was at home I'd be working on it now, but i'm at class. So I will get more done probably tomorrow night. But join!