Life.
It's good. My hours suck. I miss everything it seems. This weekend was fun. We caught up on a lot of shopping and just hanging out. Some people came over Sat. Played pool, good conversation.
I had the I don't know where this is going talk with John. He's been fully aware of what's going on with Aaron. It's fun right now. The rebound question is becoming more clear. I have to say it is a yes. With John being so understanding and cool with us taking it really slow still leaves things up in the air. Could I fall for him one day? Yeah. He's awesome and I would be so lucky to have him. Right now? No. The smart thing is to keep it going slow. For years I couldn't see myself with anyone else and now that I can. It's so weird and the craziest thing. Could Aaron and I get back together one day? Yeah. Will it last and what is the likelihood of it happening? I have no fuckin idea.
I had the I don't know where this is going talk with John. He's been fully aware of what's going on with Aaron. It's fun right now. The rebound question is becoming more clear. I have to say it is a yes. With John being so understanding and cool with us taking it really slow still leaves things up in the air. Could I fall for him one day? Yeah. He's awesome and I would be so lucky to have him. Right now? No. The smart thing is to keep it going slow. For years I couldn't see myself with anyone else and now that I can. It's so weird and the craziest thing. Could Aaron and I get back together one day? Yeah. Will it last and what is the likelihood of it happening? I have no fuckin idea.