Jan 29, 2004 09:59
Most girls suck. Why can't I meet someone just like me. I don't have time to hangout everyday I don't care to call each time I watch Oprah I don't want to hear about your crappy life I don't care to talk to you everyday.
I love to hangout with girls I crave it sometimes. But, it's hard to maintain friendships with girls. Guys are much easier. They don't give a shit if I haven't called in a month. If I call a girl after a month or so I get the line, "Oh so you haven't forgotten my number, I see your phone does work, I thought you were dead, So you aren't mad at me?" They suck. Stop being such little bitches about everything.
I have my sisters and a few good friends back home. They are all I need. Being in this stupid city is a bit lonely without them. I try to have close relationships here, but I tend to distance myself from them. I have gotten close to 2 girls here. They were both pretty cool. But, we just didn't click on all levels. One shared my fashion and music taste, but intellectually she wasn't there. I got pretty close to the other one. She was in a negative point in her life and was very bitchy and moody at times. I have to admit I was the same way sometimes. She moved away. Now when I speak to her she's all happy and sounds like fun. Yeah, she had to leave this crappy city to be happy. She sends me little jokes and stuff through my email. I don't write back. I will after this post though. I don't want to lose this friendship. She is a good person. When she isn't having a bad day that is.
Procrastinating sucks ass.