oh my...

Dec 20, 2005 20:57

well this weekend was pretty fun.
on friday i went to amanda dyne's with florinda and jessica. we hung out for a little bit and then we all went for a ride and amanda dropped me off at beccas.

then at beccas we just did what we always do.
i really really love her && her family.
unfortunately next weekends christmas and it will be like
my first weekend without being there in a long long time.
so on saturday reg came over becca's too.
and that was so nice.
i mean don't get me wrong...
i am so fucking happy that reg finally found a guy that actually treats her right.
but i just miss hanging out with her and becca all the time.
oh well, i had a good time with both of them on saturday and sunday. so i guess i have nothing to complain about.

today jessica and florinda came over,
and we had so much fucking fun.
love em both.

i don't really know how i'm feeling lately.
i really hate guys.
and i'm done with almost EVERYONE.
people really push my buttons sometimes.
and i'm sick of being used by my friends all the god damn time.

i really hope i find a guy because i'm so sick of the one's that i've been talking to lately.
they are all just assholes and stab you in the back.
and no matter how many times they say their not a liar.
they are.
and i hate it.

i guess that's it for now.
i don't really know how to explain what i'm feeling.
but it sucks and i'm so sick of not being happy.
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