Sep 17, 2004 21:32
My Kybaby
I am so in love and it's killing me. It actually, literally hurts, and I don't know how to fix it. It doesn't feel right to feel like this.
I'd give anything just to know I'm on your mind. To know that this is real, and that when you say forever you honestly mean forever. To know that when you say we're meant to be together, its because I'm the only one you can picture getting married to and getting old with.
And if thats the case, and if we can get through this, then we can get through anything. Because I couldn't pick a better person to spend every single day of 'forever' with.
Five months ago today I gave you my heart. You became the last thing I think about every night before I go to bed, and the first thing I think about every morning when I wake. You became the reason I wake up.
Just tell me that you feel the same. That I'm the only one. That loving you as much as I do isnt wrong, because it's mutual.
Til the day I die
Bethy