Aug 29, 2005 09:14
A backup plan was never what you were.
You were the one i loved in the first place.
And now i cant even touch him without thinking of you.
You came first, he came last.
But in the end, i can have neither.
It doesnt matter.
I love what we have, even if its not what i want.
The times we've shared, the laughs we've had
Being able to know that i can call you anytime
And everythings going to be okay.
I would rather have that than have nothing.
So i guess the point of me writing this
Is to tell you that i never thought of you
As a backup, or a convience when things go awry.
I've loved you from the moment that we kissed for the first time.
You have always come first before any other boy.
I hope you know that.
♥