Me and Babar, kicking some motherfucking ass
So here were the highlights of my break...
*Went and played bingo with my mom at Potawatomi
*Served food at St Vinny's - a homeless guy told me I would be Miss America one day. Sadly one of the nicest compliments I've gotten in a while. And he really wasn't all together in the head.
*Drank at Heather's with her, Marissa and Danielle. Got pretty drunk and passed out in Heather's bed, which was by far the most comfortable bed i've ever slept it.
*Drank green beer on St. Patricks. Saw Jessie and Kelly. Go Franklin!
*Went to the art museum with my mom for this neon light exhibit, which turned out to be pretty lame. But I never actually had been in the Calatrava, so that was kinda cool.
*Lifeguard reinstate. Actually legitimately thought I was going to fail, since my first examiner was a psycho bitch and failed me...even though I carried her the entire way and never even came close to letting her go. And she failed almost everyone else in my line. And then I had to carry the big black guy. I've had him in almost every test the past 7 years and I never could carry him. But I did this time, so I win at life. Got to see some people and got caught up on some county gossip. Always a good time. Should be interesting to see who actually does come back fomr the summer and who finds real jobs.
*Read A Million Little Pieces. Wasn't really what I thought it was going to be - I was expecting more what he phsyically went through going through detox and rehab, as opposed to the relationships and politics of the rehab center, which was what a big part of it was. Still decent. Though he made up parts of it, so I couldn't get that whole idea out of my mind while I was reading and was constatnly wondering if certain things actually happened or if he made them up.
I think that's about all I did.
Not looking forward to classes and everything starting again. I've been in a funk and just sorta watched TV all day. At least Marissa came over and that helped put me in a slightly better mood. I just am trying to figure out some things and I'm not overly happy with the options I've come up with. Either way I'm more than likely going to end up feeling like shit and unhappy and won't get what I want...kinda comes down to just how much I want to drag the other person through. Who knows...maybe I have gotten what I wanted to hear and just didn't pay close enough attention.
Ok, no more vague Nina rambling.
This friday night is our staff retreat at Megan's so that'll be fun. Hopefully. I really don't want to it have as much crying as the last one.
I need to go to bed now. Didn't sleep much, and didn't sleep very well when I did last night so tomorrow is going to be rough.
*Went and played bingo with my mom at Potawatomi
*Served food at St Vinny's - a homeless guy told me I would be Miss America one day. Sadly one of the nicest compliments I've gotten in a while. And he really wasn't all together in the head.
*Drank at Heather's with her, Marissa and Danielle. Got pretty drunk and passed out in Heather's bed, which was by far the most comfortable bed i've ever slept it.
*Drank green beer on St. Patricks. Saw Jessie and Kelly. Go Franklin!
*Went to the art museum with my mom for this neon light exhibit, which turned out to be pretty lame. But I never actually had been in the Calatrava, so that was kinda cool.
*Lifeguard reinstate. Actually legitimately thought I was going to fail, since my first examiner was a psycho bitch and failed me...even though I carried her the entire way and never even came close to letting her go. And she failed almost everyone else in my line. And then I had to carry the big black guy. I've had him in almost every test the past 7 years and I never could carry him. But I did this time, so I win at life. Got to see some people and got caught up on some county gossip. Always a good time. Should be interesting to see who actually does come back fomr the summer and who finds real jobs.
*Read A Million Little Pieces. Wasn't really what I thought it was going to be - I was expecting more what he phsyically went through going through detox and rehab, as opposed to the relationships and politics of the rehab center, which was what a big part of it was. Still decent. Though he made up parts of it, so I couldn't get that whole idea out of my mind while I was reading and was constatnly wondering if certain things actually happened or if he made them up.
I think that's about all I did.
Not looking forward to classes and everything starting again. I've been in a funk and just sorta watched TV all day. At least Marissa came over and that helped put me in a slightly better mood. I just am trying to figure out some things and I'm not overly happy with the options I've come up with. Either way I'm more than likely going to end up feeling like shit and unhappy and won't get what I want...kinda comes down to just how much I want to drag the other person through. Who knows...maybe I have gotten what I wanted to hear and just didn't pay close enough attention.
Ok, no more vague Nina rambling.
This friday night is our staff retreat at Megan's so that'll be fun. Hopefully. I really don't want to it have as much crying as the last one.
I need to go to bed now. Didn't sleep much, and didn't sleep very well when I did last night so tomorrow is going to be rough.