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so first random comment... its like 230 in the am, i cant sleep and i feel like i want to put on more deodorant, not because im smelly or sweaty, im just impulsive and thats what i want to do... my shift key is broken on one side.. its annoying... so ive been noticing that ive been taking far too many of those quiz things, but they are fun and im much to boring to actually actively blog... although i do on my myspace, but its random things like does helen keller give good hand jobs, which is actually a captivating read so i recomend that everyone rush off and read it. www.myspace.com/fallenangeldemise another thing ive noticed is that all my blogs wherever i go are all, damn im depressed conor is dead... which i am, but it has been six months, i need to start talking about other things, and while ill never get over it, i need to not be labeled like that, see im afraid that im going to be that girl, the ones people will not want to talk to because all i will talk about is my dead best friend, and that isnt fair to my friends or my self. ive been afraid to date because he always approved my boyfriends, and i dont go places that we went to. So from this moment im reclaiming my life i cant stop living because he did, and all that other personal revalation bullshit. wow, i had like a mini epiphany,... WOOHOO!!!! back to my writing... so i would like a boyfriend come to think about it, im not a girl who says that very often by the way, i like being single and i dont like the feeling that i have to answer to someone, buti do miss the idea of having someone there to hold u and blah di blah di blah, so yeah single boys ages 18 to... um not to old because ewwww!!!! um whatever... okay im done