well this was fun & random....
VENT
So theres this guy, we used to b best friends, hes not attractive at all, he has a girl friend for like almost 2 years now... fact is we were best friends! but we havnt talked for a while, then he went to military training camp, then when he came back he called me 3 times, last time he came to In and Out burger, I was happy, I thought we were friends again... so I called him the next day, he sounded made and he said he would call me back, he called back hours later saying Stephanie (his g/f) dosnt like when girls call, so he didnt defend me or him, u know cuz were friends... instead he told me to never call him again, im trying to not let it get to me, but it hurts.
ANOTHER sinerio: I have this wonderful friend, always there for me, wont let me get depressed about guys, loves to just talk at restrants for hours about random nothing, shoes, senses fail, past relationships, best friends dumping us for there b/f and g/f's, and hes amazing! One of the best friends a person could ask for! But people talk about it, and frankly im sick of it! just because hes a guy, people thikn hes hitting on me, they judge, and u know if ur so christian mabe u should think twice about things... like mabe talk to us to our face instead of spreading rumors, they think because we give each other big hugs that somthings going on, but when I hold my friends hand whos a girl no one says im lesbian, so why cant I have friends that are guys with out people talking, I mean seriously hes 16, and im 18, thats just gross! But I thank God that he blessed me at this time with wonderful friends, and he has shown me who arnt such good friends too.....
GOOD STUFF this weeknd:
well let me start with Sunday, amazing preching! it was on suffering and how u should offer it up for someone else... anyways, I went to youth group tonight, got Mark to go! : ) and OMG im so happy, Suzie our youth leader came to me and asked me to bea small group leader for our jr high groups!!! : ) and help with a whole bunch or other stuff too! but yeah im stoked! Then this sat. we had our first swim meet this season, hecka fun, played catch fraz, boys vers girls, haha! and today I cleaned the whol living room! well almost, vacumed and took all my moms stuff out of it, so much clearer now! Yesterday was fun too, me and my buddy (nextdoor nieghbor) called the cops on apt. #5, the lady was screaming, and it was like 11 at night, this isnt the first time theve yelld, bt its getting old, and they were mean to me on Jan. 14th (u can read back to then) and yeah I guess today they called the cops cuz my nieghbor parked in the handy cap spot... I didnt even know we had a handy cap spot... but yeah drama, but its kinda funny and random!
A FEW RANDOM THINGS I HATE: alcohol, fat on bacon, people who try and b something there not, people who use words like eefin and say they dont cus and that there christian, the smell of wet shoes, cleaning the bathroom, soda, mushrooms, implants, paper cuts, certain sujects in school, cloged drains, the cold, and guys who play games
A COUPLE OF THINGS I LIKE (so I dont seem so negative... : ) ) strawberries, VW bugs, the rain on days u can enjoy it, simple things like petting a cat, water, smelling candles, mud, friends (Melody, Loretta, and Mouse) CHURCH, wrestling, some one to clean my room, the stars, deserts, meeting people,summer, my belly button, TP, praying, a roof over my head, driving, family, pictures, music, and feeling loved!
"Life can only be understood backwards, but we must live forward"
I need an umbrella
im tired
night night
So theres this guy, we used to b best friends, hes not attractive at all, he has a girl friend for like almost 2 years now... fact is we were best friends! but we havnt talked for a while, then he went to military training camp, then when he came back he called me 3 times, last time he came to In and Out burger, I was happy, I thought we were friends again... so I called him the next day, he sounded made and he said he would call me back, he called back hours later saying Stephanie (his g/f) dosnt like when girls call, so he didnt defend me or him, u know cuz were friends... instead he told me to never call him again, im trying to not let it get to me, but it hurts.
ANOTHER sinerio: I have this wonderful friend, always there for me, wont let me get depressed about guys, loves to just talk at restrants for hours about random nothing, shoes, senses fail, past relationships, best friends dumping us for there b/f and g/f's, and hes amazing! One of the best friends a person could ask for! But people talk about it, and frankly im sick of it! just because hes a guy, people thikn hes hitting on me, they judge, and u know if ur so christian mabe u should think twice about things... like mabe talk to us to our face instead of spreading rumors, they think because we give each other big hugs that somthings going on, but when I hold my friends hand whos a girl no one says im lesbian, so why cant I have friends that are guys with out people talking, I mean seriously hes 16, and im 18, thats just gross! But I thank God that he blessed me at this time with wonderful friends, and he has shown me who arnt such good friends too.....
GOOD STUFF this weeknd:
well let me start with Sunday, amazing preching! it was on suffering and how u should offer it up for someone else... anyways, I went to youth group tonight, got Mark to go! : ) and OMG im so happy, Suzie our youth leader came to me and asked me to bea small group leader for our jr high groups!!! : ) and help with a whole bunch or other stuff too! but yeah im stoked! Then this sat. we had our first swim meet this season, hecka fun, played catch fraz, boys vers girls, haha! and today I cleaned the whol living room! well almost, vacumed and took all my moms stuff out of it, so much clearer now! Yesterday was fun too, me and my buddy (nextdoor nieghbor) called the cops on apt. #5, the lady was screaming, and it was like 11 at night, this isnt the first time theve yelld, bt its getting old, and they were mean to me on Jan. 14th (u can read back to then) and yeah I guess today they called the cops cuz my nieghbor parked in the handy cap spot... I didnt even know we had a handy cap spot... but yeah drama, but its kinda funny and random!
A FEW RANDOM THINGS I HATE: alcohol, fat on bacon, people who try and b something there not, people who use words like eefin and say they dont cus and that there christian, the smell of wet shoes, cleaning the bathroom, soda, mushrooms, implants, paper cuts, certain sujects in school, cloged drains, the cold, and guys who play games
A COUPLE OF THINGS I LIKE (so I dont seem so negative... : ) ) strawberries, VW bugs, the rain on days u can enjoy it, simple things like petting a cat, water, smelling candles, mud, friends (Melody, Loretta, and Mouse) CHURCH, wrestling, some one to clean my room, the stars, deserts, meeting people,summer, my belly button, TP, praying, a roof over my head, driving, family, pictures, music, and feeling loved!
"Life can only be understood backwards, but we must live forward"
I need an umbrella
im tired
night night